overwhelmed % johnten (TEN)

-questions

dear clouds,
the fact that i love him isn't bad, the fact that he sees me as a damsel in distress is. i don't want to be some princess he can put a ring on. (but i appreciate the engagement ring) i mean i said yes, but was it for a good cause? would johnny really save me as if i were some damsel in distress?
would he? does he really love me? am i supposed to trust him? how do i trust someone, after i've been turned away by everyone i've ever lived with, why would trust someone who give me an engagement ring when we've only been dating for three weeks... johnny.... he did it because he loves me, and i love him... right?
if we get married will i see donghyuck again? what if he doesn't remember me? i'm worrying to much. johnny and i love each other! donghyuck wouldn't forget me! i'm just overreacting.
i'll be back soon!!! don't wait up!!!!!
TEN