yikes.

:)

"y-you told me you loved me!" i screamed at the top of my lungs, falling to my knees. "why would you lie?"

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it's been 4 years. 4 years since my heart was tore into several pieces by the person i loved the most, i never forgot his name, at random moments they'd just pop out at me for no reason and i'd end up breaking down or breaking something. 

i still remember every second of it. the way he moaned her name (hsfbd sorry) and the complete distraught and anger that i felt. how could he betray me like this? i remember kicking the locked door open (stRONG uNNI1!) and them looking shocked as hell, "i-i can explain" he said in that stupid ass quiet voice which i used to love the sound of, but it just sounded like ass (im sorry its supposed to be serious) to me now, i yelled at him how i'd never trust him again and we were over. i remember how i walked out with tears threatening to fall from my eyes. 

but worst of all, i remember loving him.

A/N:  yeehaw. i know this is shite.  BUT I CAN GET AWAY WITH IT COS IM YOUNG HEHEUHUHEU please help. anyway this whole book is just gonna be drabbles of angsty/smutty shit i come up with at 3am. none of this is based on rl situations (i hope) so doN'T BE MAKING THEORIES OK BYE