Poetry Garbage

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You know what?
I'm just going to say it.

I'm sad.
And it's all your fault.

I'm angry.
And it's all your fault.

I'm alone.
And it's all my fault.

I pushed you away.
I pushed everyone away.

Even though you caused me pain
I still loved you.

Even though you made me so upset
I still loved you.

Even though you constantly lied
I still loved you
And I still stayed with you.

Everyone who tried to warn me
I pushed them aside,
Ditched them on the lonely road that is my mind.

They were all right, you know?
We both needed something from each other.

I needed your validation, even if it cost me a few nights of sleep.

You needed my ignorance to prove you could be better.

Funny isn't it?
Life is just one big game.

A game where you trade off to become better, to become happier.

I wish I could turn off this game sometimes.

I wish I could unplug the controller.

I wish I could press "exit".

But I cant.

Even though I'm alone, I cant.
I have to push through.

I can do it.
I can make it on my own.

I'll save my game, and I will continue it later on.