Clamour [ Blog ]

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And I'm hearing all this songs, getting in my mind, going to my heart
Healing all those scars, left by time and all those people around
And I lay here, wondering how, they understand me
Much better than anyone else

And I swear I can get all those verses together, like a puzzle
And when I'm done, I can see how they describe me
They make me feel and taste, how I'm broken, how I am divided
Into words no one wants to read

They have connected with that person I've lost, the one called Soul
A stranger’s voice is saying, all those words, I ever needed
To hear from you, from those that have left me behind, bleeding
With no cure to my broken feelings

They are like a fresh breath of air, after a suffocating day
Never thought I was burning, falling to ashes, blown away
Until I heard the echo against my ears, all those thoughts I had
Been sung and written by another one

I wish I could cry all the sadness away, but I'm jus numb
I got chills running down my arm, a cold in my back
Can not process this calm, that has taken me away from this harm
I’ve made to myself each and everytime

In moments like this, I am thankful to be here, alive, breathing
I know I am as lucky as I can ever be, but the problem you see
Is not always me, but what’s inside, all this things I feel
Makes me choke and hope to die

Every problem seems bigger, when you are already down
But how fortunate of me, to have found a haven for my heart
Music that hugs all this shattered pieces into the one and only me
This is the safest place I will ever be

And as I sing to this song, I know that I am chanting my anthem
A motto which is been tattooed onto my skin, ink so thin
But I know I'm still not recovered, I'm still in process
Day by day getting stronger, with the help of a stranger, who seems to know me better than I know myself
The last wish I have, hope it comes true, is for a haven to give to all of you
Whose skies are gray but moods so blue

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