Today is my daddy's birthday and I miss him so much😭. It hurts every time I'm away from him because I know he doesn't give a shit about me but I still love him... and everyday I ask myself did I do something wrong? Why am I so angry at him and still love him? And what can I do to bring him back? I'd do anything just to see him again. I have no way of contacting him and it hurts. Every year on my birthday I ask for the same thing over and over again and it's to spend one birthday with him. Is that too much to ask for? He says he loves me but I know he doesn't love me, if he loved me then he would stay right? But he's nothing but a drunk who only cares about beer. He would drink until he dies...and he almost did do that. I visited him in the hospital because he was so close to death by drinking too much and he continues to do it. He doesn't care about me or his grandchildren 😭 and it hurts because I know he could do better. I believe in him but he doesn't stop. And I don't think he ever will. Please pray he'll come home to me one day because a daughter shouldn't have to live without her father in her life😭😭😭😭😭🙏.
