Shine Forever

Chapter 6 Excuse My Charisma

As soon as she was far enough he looked over to me. "What was that about?" he asked shoving his hands into the pockets of his jeans. I was slightly pissed at him for liking girls like that, which made it hard for me to answer this question. Yet again I was in the mood of playing. I slowly approached him. "It was...an accident." I said slowly. His brows went up. "Mhh...an accident. An accident of jealousy maybe." He crossed his arms. "What's the deal with her anyway? Is that your girlfriend?" I asked and crossed my arms. "So what if she is? That's none of your business." He was now annoyed once again. "Of course girls like her fall for guys like you." I mumbled, hoping he didn't heard it but if course he did. "Oh excuse my charisma! I don't choose who falls for me. What's with the attitude?" He asked. "Me? Attitude?! Ohh Phuulease! She's the one that snapped because of an accidental spilling. Gosh this so pathetic! Why would you even like a bitch like her?!" I blurred out not thinking about what I just said. He stepped close to me. "Well like I just said...That is none of your god damn business! And besides that for someone who calls her a bitch, I gotta say you 'play' the bitch very well yourself! Now get a life and stay out of mine!" He fired his words with such a harsh tone, I got goosebumps all over my body.
I felt an unbearable pain in my heart as he said that. Quickly I blinked away some tears, that started to fill my eyes. "Guess Changkyun was right after all." I whispered and wiped away a tear that escaped my eye. His expression changed from mad to shocked so quick as he saw my tear. "What?" he asked trying to come near me. I stepped back, away from him like he was carrying some kind of illness. "Right about what?" He tried again. I just shook my head. "About you!" I said leaving him clueless and speechless behind.

I found myself crying in the bathroom. Usually I wasn't like that. No guy ever made me cry nor did I ever behaved the way I did. I was never the jealous one, even if I never had a boyfriend before, this wasn't me. "I hate him." I said to myself as I stared at my own reflection in the mirror. Looking worse than before I left the bathroom only to run straight into Changkyuns arms. "What happened? Some girls said they saw you crying, running in here." he asked worried, hugging me tight. "Nothing...I just learned my lesson and I'm sorry." I said, voice quiet and fading at the end. I held back some tears that tried to find their way back to my eyes. "I'm going to kill him." He said furious but still hugging me. "No! Just forget it okay? It's alright. I shouldn't have done what I did." I said freeing myself from him. He looked confused since he didn't knew about the coffee 'accident'.
I walked away out of the building to get my head clear. On a bench I plugged in my headphones and turned the volume up so every sound around me was blurred out. I closed my eyes as I felt a soft form sitting next to me. By the smell of her perfume I knew it was Sona. Changkyun probably told her about me. She pulled out my headphones and looked at me. "What's wrong with you?" she asked softly. I sighed. "I don't know. I feel like a mess. I can't sleep, can't eat, I act in a way I never did before. This isn't me anymore. University was supposed to be a good time for us. You, changkyun and me. But instead I'm the joke of Kyoto. I spill coffee on stupid girls out of jealousy...ugh!" I buried my head in my hands. "You spilled coffee on someone?" Sona now asked shocked. I shrugged. Doesn't matter anyway. From a distance we heard some girls screaming and boys getting hyped. We both looked up to see what that was about.
In the middle of the crowd I spotted Changkyun standing face to face with Jooheon. Both seemed to yell at each other until Jooheom grabbed Changkyun by his collar.
We both stood up at the same time running towards the crowded place. Fighting our way through the people who hoped they would start punching the shit out of each other we finally reached them. "What's your problem?!" Changkyun screamed. Jooheon looked at him like he was about to kill him. "No what's your problem. Didn't your parents teach you to stay out of adults business?" He pushed him away. I stepped in between them and grabbed Changkyuns arm. "Kyuni! Stop it!" I whisper yelled. "Stop? He's a fucking asshole!" Changkyun shouted into his direction. "Are you proud of yourself? Playing with girls?" Changkyun now said. The crowd started to spread out once they noticed there was no fight coming up. "Playing with girls?" Jooheons eyes wandered over to me. "Is that what I did with you?" Jooheon now asked me. I couldn't move a muscle. "I asked you a question." Jooheon said, eyes still fixing me. I shook my head very slow. He nodded and looked over to Changkyun again. "We all know what kind of person you are! Walking around with no manner shit! Like the world belongs to you. You don't care who you hurt, what you do, as long as everything turns out to perfect for you." Changkyun fired at him. "Look at you acting like you know me." Jooheon said back as he stepped closer to him. "Mind. Your.Own.Business Changshit!" he said as he slowly walked backwards, not without showing Changkyun what he really thought about him.

Jooheon looked at me one final time before he turned around and walked away.
"What have you done..." I whispered to him. "It was time to speak up my mind. He's..." "Changkyun! I said you shouldn't...You actually just...ugh forget it!" I stormed off ignoring him calling my name.

Back at home after avoiding everything and everyone I sat in my bed. Blanket up to my nose as I stared out of the window. A waving from caught my attention as I looked down trying to recognise who was down there. As I stepped away I heard the doorbell ring. My eyes widen. I opened the door of my bed room and heard my parents talking to whoever was there. I eavesdropped to find out who it was. Definitely a man but who? Maybe Changkyun who felt bad about what he did. He better not show up here now. My thoughts yelled at me. I was still a little mad at him but more disappointed that he ignored my wish not to speak to Jooheon in my name.
Slowly I made my way down stairs to see who was visiting me at this time. I heard my mother talking in the kitchen as I hid behind the wall. She was laughing when I stepped around the corner.
"Hi Yuri" he said, voice soft, with an insecure smile. I crossed my arms as I leaned against the wall. "It's late you should go." I said looking at his sad form and his smile that fell in an instant.