Savior..Andy Black Fanfic

my everyday..

Mia's POV
*TRIGGER WARNING*

I wake up with a stinging pain coming from my left arm.I look at the time and know that if i don't get out of bed now then im gonna be late for school.

I sigh and walk to my bathroom,I undress and start the shower,as I wait for the water to get to the temperature of my liking I look at myself in the mirror and absolutely hate what I see.

I take a look of what I did last night to my arm,red,bloody,slits covering my once clean wrist.I tear up then quickly wipe it away.

I get in the shower and start to wash my body,since I washed my hair last night I didn't wash it in the morning.

I get my towel and walk to my closet trying to figure out what to wear,I pick out a black skirt with see through black tights and a dark green light sweater and paired them with my black boots.

My hair I left it the was it was naturally which was really wavy almost curly but not completely.

My makeup was black eyeliner,mascara,eyebrow filler,highlight and a lip gloss.

I grab my bag and walk out of my room and into the front room to find my mom already drinking her leftover vodka from the weekend.

"Hey when you come home get me another pack for cigs from that one guy down the block will ya?" She yells in her raspy voice.

I stop walking and turn around to face her,"And how do you expect me to pay him mom?" I ask."Im sure you'll find a way slut!!" she hisses.

I flench at her words and walk out,as I walk out I slam the door shut.
I walk down to the bus stop,I put on my headphones and start to blast my music.

When I get to school I meet up with my friend Bella,Bella has been there for me since I can remember.She had my back and I had hers.

" Hey Mia guess who I walked in with??" She said," Oh god who?" I ask probably not wanting to hear the answer."Your boyfriend David ouuuu" she yells."Bella shut up" I smile and blush as I see him walk by us.

David was the guy who I was absolutely head over heels for,I would do anything just to be with him.He's everything I look for in a guy,Tall,funny,kind,great smile and even better eyes,he's just perfect.
My heart melts when he talks or even looks at me,but I know that he will never be with someone like me the complete opposite of him.

"When are you just gonna tell him that you wanna be with him?" She asked,
"Ummm never he is never gonna want to be with someone like me." I say looking at him as he walks into his classroom,"Oh shut up it drives me crazy to hear you talk about yourself like that,plus I don't see many girls all over him like I see with Mark or Jonas and they aren't even cute David is cute" she said.

"The reason why you see girls all over them is because they are varsity football players,David is just his own perfect self" I sigh as I motion for her to walk with me to class.

The rest if the day was pretty shitty just like how everyday is,the rest of the day I have no classes with Bella and yeah that's what makes it shitty,except my last class which is a free period,I go to the library and get the homework that I need to do that day.

I walk to the table in the back and put in my earphones that are blasting with music,I take out my notebooks,folders,etc.I look up to see David walk in the library,I quickly turn down my music and start to get nervous.

As he makes his way toward my table,my palms start to get sweaty,heart starts to bump out if my chest."Hey is anyone sitting here with you?" He asks in his deep voice,"N-No you can sit here" I say,then he pulls up a chair right next to the chair he was sitting in which confused me but I went back to do my homework.

He speaks again,"You have AP physics too?" I look at him and smile "Yeah I do why?" I ask,"Well are you any good in that class because I however suck I have a 37 in there" He questions."Yeah I have a 92 in there" I chuckle."Good do you think you can tutor me this week because I can't have a F in there anymore we can do it at my house if you want or yours I don't mind" He says.I blush a light pink I get to go to Davids house to help him with his work me !! "Sure when do we start?" I ask."Monday hopefully" He begs "Yeah I should be free on Monday" I say."Thank you Mia" He says as he smiles,I blush again.

As I continue my homework a tall girl with blonde hair comes to our table,David looks up and smiles at her."Yay you made it!! I told you skipping 7th wasn't so bad" David says to her,She smiles at him "Well I only skipped because of you" She says.He grabs her cheeks and kisses her lips,my heart instantly drops into my stomach and my eyes get watery with tears.

I pack up all my things and quickly leave the library to the bathroom where I start have a panic attack.I cry and cry,I knew he would never be with someone like me I just knew it.I stay in the bathroom stall the rest of 7th period until like 3 minutes before the bell rang for us to go home,I walked to where the bus picks us up so I would be the first to be on and not the last like how I used to be.

Everyone piled in the bus and we took off as the bus driver stopped at my neighbor hood I quickly got off and started to run to my house.

I got inside and went into my room,I dropped my stuff and cried myself into a deep sleep.