Ruptured

The Puppet

// The Puppet //

My name doesn't matter,

My age also doesn't matter,

But my past matters alot in my daily life,

My fears also counted as one too.

I'm a good girl,

Who would rather obeyed her parents,

Than to go against it.

It's like I'm a puppet,

With strings tied around my body,

And was guided by my master & mistress,

I followed each and everything they ordered me to do,

I once rebelled against it,

I was so badly hurt,

And lost in life.

Ever since that day,

Lesson learned,

To never go against them ever again.

Now here I am,

Obeying everything they asked me to do,

I'm the one who has to suffer the pain,

That burden,

But no matter how much I want to blame them,

I can't do that because it was my own fault all along,

I should've stood up against them,

I should've run towards the things that I wanted to do,

Not what they wanted me to do,

I should've take the scissors,

And cut off the strings that was tied around me.

It was me to be blamed,

It all started with me.

But it was too late,

Because I taken up the quest,

And now I am stucked in this desserted path,

Dusty yet creepy path,

I had no one beside me,

Maybe I do,

I have God,

But I just can't see Him around me,

I am so lost in my puppet world,

That world it's a dungeon,

Filled with chains,

And strings...

I am trapped in this world forever and ever.

Like I said,

My name doesn't matter,

My age also doesn't matter,

But my past matters...

- rachel lee x