Forever And After

Chapter1:rain doesn't always end with a raindbow

{Amanda}

I woke up on a cold,rainy day.I stretched my limbs as I rolled out if bed which was a struggle it's self.

The cold air from the vents made my body shiver.I scratched my wrist,I winced in pain I forgot that my scars didn't heal yet.

I opened my drawers getting my leggings along with a tank top and topped that off with a cardigan.

Once I was fully dressed I did the rest of my morning routine,As I was walking down the stairs my brother Andrew ran past me and pushed me against the wall.

"What the fuck"I murmured to myself.

My brother is always pushing me around and beating me up.

[In the car]

I pulled up to the parking spaces all the way in the back of the lot just so I can avoid people talking to me.

I slammed the door as I walked to the building I heard laughs and voices behind me.

Ugh I just shook it out of my head I already know it's Andrew and his stupid friends.

I walked into the building along with a lot of other people,which is great because I can't be noticed if I'm in a huge group can I?no.

I laughed on the inside gosh I'm funny.

[Lunch]

I walked to a table with nobody with my lunch I sat down and just sat there didn't touch my food our any thing and just thought about life until I felt something cold,wet,and smelled gross it was milk.

"Ewww you ass hole" I said angrily and ran of to the bathroom.

On my way to the bathroom I herd laughing whispers it made me want to cry even more.

I cleaned up and went to my next class in my way there Steve [one of my brothers friend] tried to trip me but I stepped over his foot.

As I was walking I hear laughs and whispers burning into my soul and I couldn't just shrug it off,it's like a scar that will never heal and it's always their taunting you.

Once I realized that tears were forming in my eyes,I couldn't hold them back.So I started crying and I ran to the closest bathroom.

The tears wouldn't stop falling from my eyes it was like when my grandma died I wouldn't stop crying for the whole day.

Once I freshend up I started to walk out but I accidentally bumped into the principal.

"I'm sorry I'll start heading to class"I said speed walking to my first period class.

[After School]

I sped walked out of school it was still raining. I was just minding my own business then my brother and his friends pushed me into a puddle,it was a pretty big puddle.I was already wet but now I'm soaking wet,everybody stood around me and laughing. I felt tears building up in my eyes the next minute I was bawling my eyes out,every body left it started raining harder and then a guy came up to me handed me his hand.

"Hey are you ok"he asked Worried.

"Yeah" I was lying.

"Don't lie to me"

"Ok I'm not fine,now just leave me be please I can handle myself"I said running away from him and to my car.

I slammed the door behind me crying my eyes out.

I started tugging my hair from the roots.

The car started as I drove back home,I noticed the car behind me it was my brother and his fucking friends.

They sped ahead of me and then swerved in front of me,causing me to slam on my breaks.

Well I guess rain doesn't always end with a rainbow.

I just want it to end.