I almost don't want to get better. I don't want to try to love myself because I don't think I ever will. I don't think I'll actually like the look of myself and it makes me wonder, what's the point?
As much as I want to look after myself and feel good, it's exhausting because I just feel like the mirror or my head are lying to me whenever I look at myself.
I feel so exhausted and tired all the time and everyone always calls me lazy but I can't help it. I don't want to get out of bed and do anything, I don't want to socialise I don't want to move. I hate walking i hate leaving the house.
I hate making friends and opening up to people because the amount of people who have let me down in the past makes me not believe that I can trust anyone ever. I feel like everyone is the same and that everyone is out to get me.
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sad thoughts
Short Storybasically a huge rant about how shitty my life is right now and hopefully it might be relatable and helpful to someone else to show that they're not alone
