It calls me closer
"Just once and it'll be over"
Death whispers in my ear
Irresistible yet so hard to hear
Staring down, I observe my previous tries.
My unseen hurt, my unheard cries
No peace in my mind
Just a wandering soul trying to find
something to hold on to, begging to stay
But the strong presence of death
Washes it all away.
The demons of my mind bursting to be free
The emptiness inside threatens to consume me.
Silence surrounds
Hopeless.
Growing louder and louder
With each second that passes.
There I stay, waiting.
Wishing.
Looking for an escape.
Something.
Anything.
But there is nothing there
And I am left
Alone with my mind.
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Poems... If you can even call it that.
שיריםI don't really know what this is actually, it's just a collection of things I write when I feel like writing. ***Warning: Contains triggering material. The sensitive and strongly emotional are not advised to continue.