A quiet darkness surrounds you as you go farther and farther forward. You can hear whispers the deeper you go. They call out, telling you things, your thoughts.
"Shut up, shut up! Don't cry you idiot!"
"End it, no one will miss you, no one will care that you're gone! They'll be happy once you're gone!"
"They hate you! You are a mistake!"
The whispers grow louder and louder, becoming screams. They grow harsher and more forceful.
"Die already, just do it!"
"Walk in front of the car, just take a step closer to the edge!"
"End it all!"
"They'll never know you're gone! They won't care you're gone!"
You start to speed up, the screams becoming too much. You run faster and faster, going farther, going deeper into the darkness.
It's surrounding you, the screams, the darkness. It's suffocating you, you can no longer breathe.
Just as you feel yourself about to pass out, you hit an invisible wall. Behind it you can hear voices saying positive things and you see bright faces.
They belong to your friends, they are smiling at you, trying to pull you into their arms, but the wall blocks you.
You hit the wall, banging your hands against it. You continue to try to break it, your hands becoming bloody and bruised.
It's hazy and dark, but you can see your friends trying to help you. They too are banging their fists against the wall.
You can hear it cracking even through all the voices, you can see the cracks traveling down the wall. The wall is breaking, its close to shattering, but before it can you fall to the ground consciousness leaving you.
The sun shines through the window, you feel yourself stating to wake up. You open your eyes and slowly get up.
You head to your bathroom and look in the mirror, your face is horrible. Your face has black bags underneath your eyes and your face is pale.
You get dressed and as you head out to go with your friends, you stop and put on your mask. It hides the bags and tiredness in your eyes. It gives you a smile. Your friends don't believe it but don't say a word.
You continue on with the day, and you do it again and again. Every day the cycle repeats over and over. Forever trapped in your mind, your sorrow. Forever behind your mask. Forever caged and surrounded by darkness.
