I Still Love You (EDITING)

Ch 4

TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF PHYSICAL ABUSE AMD SEXUAL ASAULT

*Next Day*
*Brogan's POV*

I was on my way back to my hotel from an interview. I started to make a video on my YouTube channel while waiting for my boyfriend Jacob to arrive. I stopped the video and ran to the door excited to see my Jacob after a long day and prayed he wasn't in a bad mood. I ended up hitting my hip on the edge of table

"Ow shit" -Brogan as I rubbed my hip in pain

"Brogan open the door" -Jacob as he banged on the door

I continued making my way towards the door. I opened the door just enough to let him in. He shoved the door open and slammed it shut and grabbed my arm

"What are you doing? What are you doing?" -Brogan as I walked backwards trying to get away from him

"What took you so long to open the door" -Jacob

All of a sudden I feel a stinging sensation on my cheek and I realized he had hit me. He began to hit me and I tried to get away from him

"STOP PLEASE.....STOP PLEASE......STOP" -Brogan as he grabbed my hair

He dragged me to a room and started hitting me I was yelling at the top of my lungs

"SHUT UP....you wanted this" - Jacob

I was banging on the door, kicking trying to get away from him. He began hitting me and kicking me. All I remember before I blacked out was the door bursting open and someone taking Jacob off of me before I blacked out

*Punks's POV*

I was going back to the hotel, I was coming from the gym and I passed by Brogan's room and I heard her yelling for someone to stop and yelling for help I kept trying to open the door but it was locked, then I got an idea I walked back a few steps and kicked the door down then I heard the screams on the door right next to me so I opened the door and I saw Jacob hitting Brogan.

I got so mad and I grabbed him pulling him off of her and I punched him in the face knocking him out in a second

"Hey Brogan what....OMG WHAT HAPPENED?!" -Nikki and Brie

"I heard yelling and I came in here and saw that he was hitting her and she was knocked out so I pulled him off of her and punched him. Call an ambulance and the police quick" -Punk

"Okay"-Nikki as she took her phone out

~skip to when they got to the hospital~

"What exactly happened here" -Cop

"Well I was walking to my hotel room and I heard her yelling to stop and so I went inside and I found him hitting her and she was like about to pass out by the time I got him off of her she was passed out and then that is when we called you guys" -Punk

"Okay thank you sir. We will ask her questions when she wakes up" -Cop

"Okay"-Punk

Once he left I sat down on the chair by her bed and every time I looked at her I saw the bruises and cuts on her face and I got so mad because I should have been there for her but I also wondered for how long has he been hitting her and what else has he done to her, if I ever see is face again I swear that I am going to kill him for what he did to her. My thoughts were interrupted when I heard a groan.

*Brogan's POV*

I woke up and the first thing I saw was a white ceiling and I groaned in pain.

"You're awake!" -Punk

Just as I was about to answer the doctor came in

"Miss Lopez you are awake, how are you feeling" -Doctor

"I feel like shit" -Brogan

"Well that's normal, you got hit pretty bad and also you lost your child so I am going to give you some medication for the stomach pain and I recommend you to use pads instead of tampons because the baby will come out in a little ball and it will be better for you. I am going to leave you alone now but I am sorry for you loss miss" -Doctor

Punk and I look at each other in shock I can't believe that I was pregnant with Jacobs's baby but then again he did rape me many times before, this has been going on for a whole year and we have been dating for three years.

"Why didn't you tell me that he was hitting you Brogan" -Punk

"I wanted to tell you but he said that if I told you he would kill me so I was very scared" -Brogan

"I can't believe you had sex with him after what he did to you, I mean really why would you do that" -Punk

"I had no choice whether I wanted to or not he raped me" -Brogan

"He What?!?!" -Punk

"You heard what I said don't make me say it again, please" -Brogan

"I'm going to kill him watch" -Punk as he got up from his chair

"NO, please just stay here I don't want you to go to jail for hitting him please, just stay here and hold me. Please" -Brogan

"Okay... well I'm going to need you to move over so I can fit" -Punk

"WAIT...can you hand me my song book please Punkers" -Brogan

He hands me my book as I move over so he can get in and we cuddled as he fell asleep. I laid awake in bed that's was very small but it was oddly comfortable since I was sleeping with punk right next to me.

I was bored so I picked up my song book and I started writing a song that I decided to call "Didn't Mean It". When I finished writing the song I felt arms wrap around my waist and someone bringing me close to their chest, when I looked down I saw a pair of tattooed hands and I heard Punk's sleepy voice say

"What's wrong sweetheart, why are you crying?" -Punk

"Nothing I'm fine I was just writing a song an-" -Brogan

"A song really can I see it" -Punk while taking the book out of my hands

"I mean I guess you already took it out of my hand so there is no point in asking" -Brogan

" You know you shouldn't write songs like this you should write a song that doesn't remind you of what he did to you, you should move on from him" -Punk while giving me back my book

"Easier said than done.....but I'm tired so can we sleep now please" -Brogan

"I was about to say the same thing to you, Goodnight" -Punk with a chuckle

"Goodnight" -Brogan