Wicked Lust ; zauren

26 | Lies...Lies...And More Lies.

5/28/16

I can't do it anymore. Lauren. x

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Lauren Jáuregui
After the night before, the next day all day I had spent it with Zayn. I was restless and I just couldn't keep hiding like this. I was still angry at Zayn because he chose his stupid ex girlfriend over me. We spent all day nearly arguing about whether we should tell Jason tonight or not. While Zayn was trying to convince me other wise. With his bullshit excuses on why we should wait. I was not giving up so easily, I wanted the truth out now, and I would have gotten to Jason in time if I hadn't fallen into temptation at Juan Luis's apartment. But it was what it was.
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Zayn and I had taken a small nap together and I was the first to wake, looking beside me was Zayn who still fast asleep. I looked over at the digital clock on the nightstand behind him and it was six o' clock in the evening. I just couldn't wait. The time had to be now, the truth had to be out now. I quickly but quietly got out of bed and grabbed my purse and my phone, and made my way out of the front of the house. Zayn has went to pick up my car earlier, it had a small intent, from the accident, but nothing money couldn't pay. I quickly got in and drove off onto the street. It was getting dark, and fast. But what so had to tell Jason couldn't wait.
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Minutes later, from driving down the road. I took a wild guess on where Jason could be. We were separated and there was no way in hell he was going to let his kids see how heartbroken he was around the house. I assumed he was his sisters house, she was always there for him, when he needed her. I had made my choice and I was on my way there to my sister in laws house. My phone rang, I looked over to the caller ID for a slight second and Zayn's name appeared on it.
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I answered it and put it on speaker, when I came to a res light. "Hello." I said carelessly as I waited for the light to turn green.
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"Lauren I thought we talked about this yesterday, and earlier today." He says. "We agreed to it."
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"You agreed to it." I tell him. "I said nothing." I told him meaning what I said earlier again. "Zayn this cant wait, you can't be coward all your life!" I exclaimed growing angry through the line.
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"Lauren, we need time, to think about this throughly." He pleas. "Understand where I am coming from." He strains.
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"I thought about it long enough! If you're not going to do anything about it, I will!" I exclaimed. "It's not fair you get to live, like nothing is wrong in the world, but I have to live with the burden of a marriage I don't even want anymore to a man I never even loved in the first place!" I confess.
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I hadn't realized that I had driving over the speed limit anymore, Zayn was only making me angrier with his pleas of bargain. I was growing more impatient to reach Stephanie house. I had realized too late that I had caught a red light and the last thing I saw were the bright flash of car headlights, a car horn and everything went black.

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Zayn Malik

I grew in panic when on the other side of the line all I heard was Lauren gasp, the sound of a car horn and the line had went dead. I panicked Lauren had really been in a car accident now and the possibility that she might actually be severely hurt or possibly dead sent me into panic mode, I yelled her name through the line, not realizing in the moment that the line had already been cut and even if I wanted to hear her voice, that was nearly impossible.
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I paced back and forth until my mind was set, I called dialed her number once again in hopes that she would answer, but I sighed. It was no use. I quickly hung up and dialed 911. The operator answered right away. "Yes, there has been a accident near Ridgewood Avenue." I knew for sure, because I knew she was on her way to aunt Stephanie's house, that was after all where my uncle currently stayed. The operator asked me how did I know. "I'm not sure but you have to send someone there please, this is life or death." I exclaimed. I felt like the oxygen from my lungs had been knocked out. "Thank you." I hung up, once all the information was taken down.