Broken Mask

Part 1

        No one knows you are braking until your mask breaks too. When you are falling apart but you keep a smile on. When the girl who is crying is getting conferred. The one who is doing the conferring is the one that needs help. No one knows the pain and the suffering of one who knows how to hide their feelings from the world. They think something is in more pain than me and they pushed their pain to the side. That pain eats at them until it breaks.

     All my life I have been told be careful. Keep moving or you will be left behind. Keep an eye on yourself. When I was three years old. I found a lump on my neck. My parents bought me to the hospital and the doctors had no idea what it was. So they were like why not cut it out that's a good idea. They found what it was after cutting it out it was an S.i.t.t.l.e Tumor or a Spindle epithelial tumor same thing but different names one is easier it to say. When I was young I never cared much. I always was wondered about it but my mother never wanted to talk about it. So I never cared. But my mom kinda hides things from me like any cancer-related movies I could never watch. She would say it's too real. I thought that was the point of a movie but o well. After the doctors cut it out, I never really showed since I even had it. I only had a scar and a cough in the winter. But as the years want on my coif would get harsher and I would have it for longer. It was never fun. So every year would get a checkup because I found out later on that a s.l.i.t.t.l.e is said to come back from 10 to 25 years. So I am never really cancer free.

*Sorry its kinda short I'm still working on it*