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by rcindrop

by rcindrop

| sasha's pov |

Last night was hectic. Never knew my idol would hurt me like that.
No, Sasha, you are just a fan. You'll never get a chance to be in a real relationship with them
I sighed at the thought of that

Someone knocked on my door
"Come in" I shouted
The door slightly opened and my mum popped in
"You okay? Want me to make you breakfast?" Mum said
"Sure. I'll be there in a bit"
She closed the door and headed downstairs

I shouldn't be feeling these type of feelings
It's weird and it's different
It feels like I've been together with Max for a long time but in reality, I'm just that girl who fangirls over him for years but he never knew I existed until now

I got out of bed and headed downstairs to eat my breakfast
"So.... How was the school dance last night?" Mum sat down with me
"It was... good" I had to lie, I didn't want her to know about my school life, It will only make it worse if I tell my mum

"I made a new friend last night; her name is Hazel. We're going to the park today if that's okay with you?" I said
"Of course" She smiled

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I walked to the park and sat down on a bench and waited for Hazel
"Hey", Someone said from behind
I turned my head around and stood up
"Hey Hazel"
"So what do you want to talk about?" She asked as we both started walking
"About last night..." I said
"What about it?"

"Well, I am actually a millsie which means I have a big crush on Max and Harvey especially... Max" I hesitated
"What's wrong?" She looked at me
"I always tell myself that I'm just another fan in the crowd and last night shouldn't affect me since... ugh" I put my hands on my head
"Since?" She raised an eyebrow

"Since I'm nothing to them but a fan a-and I shouldn't be invading their personal life an-"
"You are not invading their personal life, you're already part of it." She stepped in front of me
I stayed silent
She was right. Max was the one who asked me out to the dance.
"Do you know anything about Holly?" I asked her
"A lot. What do you want to know?" She said

"Let's start from the beginning. Were you guys friends?" I said
"Yes, but we drifted a bit" she frowned
"What happened?" I was very curious because she might've done the same thing to her
"Okay. As you can see she's the drama queen and she thinks she owns Max and Harvey. When I was new, I had a crush on Harvey and of course, I didn't know that she was dating him at that time. Until I discovered that she was the brunette version of Regina George. She kissed Harvey in front of me, I saw it with my own eyes" She sighed

This is so short and boring but I had to update skksksksksld
anyways, I'm running out of ideas because I just don't want to go straight to the tea and stuff so please bear with me sjsksk
But idk what do you guys think? Should I get straight into the drama?