Him? Or Him? |Completed|

Only Pain

•Now that you came, i feel kinda sick..

~Jungkook was really confused by my actions ,but he tried to hide it by laughing at what i said like it was a joke~

Jungkook: is everything alright? Do you want me to do something for you to feel better?

•Yeah! why don't you put a bet on me and see who fucks me first?

~His expression changed immediately and had a sad expression~

Jungkook: I-I'm so sorry Y/N... ugh, i didn't knew what i was doing

~i wasn't sure why, but i waited for him to deny it all and to tell me it was joke... but it didn't happen~

~he just fucking remained slient and stared at his hands with which he played nervously~

~i got up from my seat and put my hand on Bff/n's shoulder~

•i'm going to talk to you later okay?

~she nodded me okay and i immediately left before tearing up~

~i was hoping Jungkook to get up, hunt me and embrace me, telling me how he regrets everything and how much he loves me ,but he did nothing, hurting me furthermore~

Jungkook's P.O.V

~how could i be so stupid? ,i just let her go~

~i should have chased her ,but frozed when i heard her talking about the bet~

~i was sitting across Bff/n who tested me with her eyes~

Jungkook: she hates me doesn't she?

Bff/n: she doesn't hate you, she is just hurt ,but why did you put a bet on her?

~she said with an upsetting tone~

Jungkook: i didn't know how different she was then, i thought she would be like all the other girls that have went pass through...-

~i paused cause i didn't want to say it ,but Bff/n said it for me~

Bff/n: through your bed?

~she said lifting her eyebrow while looked down embarassed~

~i don't know why ,but for the first time i was actually feeling ashamed for my actions~

Jungkook: what do i do now?

~Bff/n came and sat next to me and her expression changed to a worried one~

Bff/n: do you like her?

Jungkook: yes... yes i really fucking do

Bff/n: then prove it to her

Jungkook: but how? ,she doesn't even want to see me~

Bff/n: ofcourse she does ,but she needs some time because you played a dirty game on her

~thanks for reminding on me Bff/n~

Jungkook: Will she listen to me?

~Bff/n gave me a positive nod~

Jungkook: okay

~I'm coming for you babygirl~

~Y/N P.O.V~

~i was walking along the hallway as tears were about to run down my face ,but i held back~

~i went to class and sat down with my head on the desk~

~then after some time i felt someone sitting next to me~