With A Player

"I'm tired"

"Okay"Sadie said. "You haven't truly been in a party..."

"You haven't truly been in a party until you've been wearing a slutty skirt"Caleb laughed.

"Until you've been giving birth"Gaten read and we all laughed.

Then I read mine.

"Guys this is so stupid"I said.

"Come on Mills read it out loud!"Maddie said.

I sighed. "Okay."

"You haven't truly been in a party until you've had sex with your boyfriend in someone's kitchen"I said. "Who wrote this?!"

Everyone laughed and looked at Sadie who was smirking.

"Are you gonna do that in the next party?"She asked.

"Sadie!Gross!"I said and hit her shoulder.

"I'm sure Finn wouldn't mind"Caleb smirked and I looked at him with disgust making him laugh even harder.

"Talking about Finn we're is he?"Gaten asked.

"Mills why don't you go check?"Noah asked worried.

"Fine"I sighed and walked upstairs quietly.

I opened Finn's door slowly and saw him on his phone laying on his bed.

"Finn?"I asked.

"Yeah?"He asked a bit annoyed not looking at me.

"Are you okay?Maybe you wanna come play"I said.

"No."He Said. "I'm tired"

"You sure?"I asked. "We're playing cards against huma-"

"I said I'm fucking tired Millie!"He yelled cutting me off.

Great,another person yelling in my life,my dad,my mom and my boyfriend.

"Sorry"I mumbled and turned around to leave.

"Wait"He said. "Mills,I,I'm sorry,I didn't wanna yell at you"

I turned around again and sat on his bed next to him.

"It's just"He said. "You know my mom passed away right?"

I nodded slowly.

"Well she died exactly two years ago from today and I'm just not in the mood"He said.

"Why did you invite us?"I asked.

"I didn't ,Sadie did,I told her I was tired but she just didn't listen to me"He said.

"I'll tell everyone to leave so you can be alone and have time to yourself "I said.

"No"He said placing a hand on my thigh. "Stay"

I looked down at his hand and then up to his eyes.

"Please"He added.

I started leaning in and kissed his soft lips.

"I'm not going anywhere"I said and a small smile appeared in his face but I could see his glossy eyes.

I hugged him and he started to cry in silence.

After an hour or like that he fell asleep and I looked at the hour.

12:13 am.

"Merry Christmas Finn"I whispered and kissed his forehead.

I walked back downstairs and all the guys were watching a movie.

"Guys Finn is asleep we should all leave"I said.

"Is everything okay?"Caleb asked worried.

"Yeah,everything's fine"I said and we all walked outside. "Merry Christmas by the way!"

They all smiled.

"Merry Christmas!"

I walked home hoping Finn would be okay the next day,Christmas.