My Red

My Dear Alpha

I was sitting on the bed, not knowing else to do. He was looking at me with so much anger and hurt swirling around in his eyes, while mine were left emotionless, not caring about anything or anyone. I knew what I did, and I know it's effecting him and his wolf right now, but I don't care, my wolf did, but I did not. He hurt me, way before I even hurt him. He deserves this, I felt absolutely no remorse. He took a piece of me away, so I am taking a piece of him away.

"Why are you doing this, Shiza?" He asked, it was so forced, like he didn't even want to speak to me, better yet, even look at me. His voice held with so much emotion, but barely above a whisper. It gave me chills, my hairs standing on the back of my neck.

"You know exactly why I am doing this, Alexander!" I seethed, snapping my mouth at him, he responded with a snarl, not saying anything for a few moments. We just sat there in complete silence, neither one of us daring to speak. He stared at the wall, clenching and unclenching his fist. He was angry. I just stared at his back. I was not angry, I was hurt. Finally he broke the silence, saying everything he was holding back.

"That is my child inside of you! My first ever pup! But you, oh you just want to abort it! Like as if you don't even care about it! I love that baby growing inside you without even knowing it!" I just scoffed, I couldn't believe him, I looked him in the eye, hate ad disgust swirling around in mine. His eyes grew soft for a second, hurt flashed in his as he was taken aback for a second, but quickly fixed himself. "You're right." I whispered. "I don't care about this baby inside me." With that I shifted into my wolf and took off. Leaving him and his castle behind me.

Just moments later I heard the most heartbreaking howl I have ever heard, but I shook it off, pushing my wolf's thoughts to the back of my head. This is what you get, my dear alpha.

HEYYYY WHAT DO YALL THINK?!?! THIS IS MY FIRST BOOK SORRY IF IT IS CRAPPY THE FIRST FEW CHAPTERS! I JUST WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT THIS BOOK IS NOT ABOUT SHIZA (pronounced Shy-Za) AND ALEXANDER (pronounced Alex-Zander) IT IS ABOUT TWO OTHER WOLVES YOU WILL FIND OUT ABOUT IN THE NEXT FEW CHAPTERSSS!!!!! HUGS N KISSES!!!!!!!