Complexity

Chapter Two

... they'd always be significant to one another.

Yui tried to shake the gut feeling away to return that smile of delicacy back to her affectionate best friend. Why should she worry in the first place? Every time she looked into Moa's orbs she felt a sense of trust. Maybe she was just letting the conjuring thoughts get to her head once again which causes her to have these doubts.

"We are best friends," Moa bobbed her head forward, with her clenched fist against her chest, "Nothing will ever change that, Yui- chan."

A moment of silence crept upon them both. Moa removed her hands from the captive lock from Yui's slender fingers and brought the girl into a tight hug. "Even when we are old and have white hair – we will still be best friends."

"Like, when we meet that stage... you know – where we marry our destined partner," she said with a slight hint of excitement in her voice indicating upon her optimism towards what the future was going to bring them both. "... I will still see you as the most important person In my life."

Yui beamed her head up with a sparkle in her eyes. "... do you think so?" she asked curiously.

Moa always had this positive sense of ambition that always mesmerised Yui as it was something she could never possibly do. "Yes!"

"I want to see who you marry. They have to come under my approval first!" she said with such an adamant tone that it was almost unrecognisable. "... He better be good looking."

Yui felt her heart drop. She could only frown. Yet she couldn't exactly come and blame it on Moa, who was oblivious to the reality of where she stood with herself and her own feelings and perspective on the outer world.

She doesn't know.... I don't think she'd understand.

For some reason – she felt like it was the best reason not to tell her best friend of her own sexual orientation.

Not that she didn't trust her. It was more the fact of her own past experiences that she refuses to speak up about no matter what as they bring her nothing but complete trauma and anxiety.

"I'm... sure he'll be a nice guy." she whispered quietly.

Moa was most probably into guys more than girls. Although – she does have this outer persona who gawks over every single girl that walks into her life. Yet, Yui has noticed how she would secretly drool over a few guys In her classroom and be too nervous to actually approach them. It wasn't exactly like she had a general problem with it all... more the opposite. Yui wanted Moa to be happy, and if drooling over anybody in general fulfils her satisfaction – then she is more than relieved for her best friend.

She just wishes that she could speak to her about her feelings.

These feelings consist of constant conflict. And with them reaching the age of 19 – it was worse enough for the poor tomato lover as beauty evolves, the person becomes a lot more transparent. All the girls around her were becoming so goddess like – and it just consistently creates these thoughts in her mind that she can't control.

And it drives her to breach the edges of complete Insanity.

Especially Moa.

Oh, how she could see every aspect of Moa's body becoming more and more ethereal by the minute.

The structure of her face was evolving – and what you'd see now was an angel in all her will. She always managed to have this cute posture that you could never get enough of. Yet, ever since puberty had shone upon her – she had managed to emerge from a beauty to an absolute goddess. It wasn't just Yui who noticed it,