Empty days

~ When all began ~

Hey.. I guess you are wondering why and how you got there.. to read my story you know. Well.. let me introduce myself. My name is Alina. Alina Standall. And you just thought;" why i should care about who are you anyway". You are right. Why should you care about who i am?.. But if you do, I need to continue..
You see, things never seem to be like how we really want.. You know the feeling right? The feeling of " Why is this happening to me?" Or, "Why things aren't like i want them to be?" Let me tell you.. You obviously aren't the only one who says that. Life can be hard even for the "luckiest" person alive. But enough with all these. Here is my story.
  Life always was hard and rude against me. From the day i was born, till this day im writing. Well to be honest, from the day i remember that life sucks. Everything was beautiful.. Being a little kid never seem to be something painful or something like that.. Almost all humans, have the greatest memories from their childhood.. Guess what. Everyone, except from me. Yes, except from me. You are thinking;"Why you say something like that? Stop being so dramatic" But, yeah..my childhood was a big, big mess.
  I was always the child who got no friends, I didn't even had someone who i known. I was all by myself. More or less.. without even think about it, things started to get shitty.