"I don't fucking care about your reason. You played me! You made me stupid." I cried out.
She moves to hug me, I tried to push her, but she didn't let go. She hugged me tighter. I grip on her shirt and sobs nonstop.
"All I want is to help you. I'm supposed to ease the pain you're feeling but you give it to me instead. You give me the pain." I choke between my sobs. "I hate you, I hate you!"
"I know, I'm sorry." She whisper softly.
"Fuck you..."
She sigh and pull away to see my face. Her face is so soft and her eyes is sad. She cup my face and wipe my tears gently.
"Forgive me." She beg. "You'll know every single detail why I do this. Just please, listen to me."
I can feel the desperate in her voice. Bu I shook my head, my mind is too close to hear her out. With this state, I know I'm not going to believe everything she's saying.
"Leave." I say coldly, averting my eyes at her. "I know we've been know each other...no I don't know you at all. So, leave."
She lowered her head and I clearly hear ber sniff before standing up.
"I'm not gonna stop just so that you'll listen to my explaination. I will do anything and even beg and walk with my knees for you to forgive me." She said before walking away.
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A light knock interrupted my thought. The door slowly open and reveal Lisa with guilty face.
"Jennie."
"I don't wanna talk with you." I say coldly.
"Look Jennie, I know I made a very wrong move but I did this to help a friend." She reasoned out.
"And fucking lied to me!" I shout that made her flinch.
She stood in the middle of my office with her head hang low.
"I trusted you Lisa! You lying to me had never crossed my mind, because I thought I can trust you!" I let my emotion burst.
"But what did you do!? You lied! I'm going crazy to find what happened to her and you even volunteered to help. I didn't know the help you're referring is lying." I scoff and laugh sarcastically.
"I know I'm wrong..." She lift her head and her eyes are glittering with tears. "...I'm sorry but she's mu friend too. If you should hear her out, you'll know everything---"
"I don't think I will be believing any shit. You disappointed me Lisa, it hurst me to see us like this but it hurts me more that my bestfriend lied to and someone played me."
"Jenni--"
"Leave Lisa." I swirl my chair to face the view outside. It's breaking my heart that this is happening but what can I do? They lie.
I didn't hear any response coming from but only the sound of door closing. I bit my bottom lip to stop myself from sobbing. I shouldn't let Jisoo enter my life. Lisa and I shouldn't be fighting if it isn't because of Jisoo. I'm leaving my peaceful life not until Jisoo came into the picture. I fucking shouldn't be falling into someone who's liar, but it is Jisoo. It hurts me thousands times to know the truth. It scare me more to fall deeply with the truth that she's real because even though she lied, I admit that I need her. But maybe not now. Not when pain is still fresh, not when I don't know if I can forgive her. Another knock is heard and light footsteps.
"Leave me alone!" I yelled.
"Jen?" A soft voice called me.
Somewhere, I think I find someone who can comfort me. I turn around to see Chaeyoung.
"Chaeng." I sob.
She walks over to me and gently held me so that we can sit on the couch.
"I hate your girlfriend." I rest my head on her shoulder and silently cry.
"I know, she told me everything." She say while rubbing my back soothingly.
"I hate them. Why did they lie to me? Am I bad? Is this how they make me suffer? Shoving pain in me?"
"No, no. Everything has a reason Jennie. You'll understand it if you would just open up and listen." She say.
"Tell me you're not one of them." I say shutting my eyes tightly.
"Of course not! I don't lie, I can't stand lying to someone. I'm bible." She chuckled lowly.
"What? You're bible?" I frowned and pull away with the hug.
"Yeah, you know. I tell honesty." She shrug with a smile.
I crack a small smile and shake my head a bit.
"I didn't know if that was a joke or not."
She roll her eyes playfully. "But I already saw that girl in your place, remember when we visited you?"
I try to recall and nod afterwards, yeah.
"Well, I see her but I just didn't react because I thought you will be the one who will introduce her to us. But then, you two went in your room."
"Shoot! If you talked to me yhat time about her, I should have known earlier." I sigh.
"Wanna grab some ice cream? And avocado snacks? Even though I don't like avocado." She grimace.
I laugh softly. "Thank you Chaeng."
"Yeah, yeah. Let's go while I can still hold back my tears." She sniffs with a smile.
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[Three of my Jensoo stories ranked top 4, 10 and 25. Maybe it's good? Anyway, I updated 'cause it's a good news for me😊.]
Chapter 13
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