dream girl | ed - ON HOLD

mistakes

"why, I don't want you to not have fun. You should have gone" I groaned, walking over to the marble bench top.

I struggled to sit on it since I was so short.

Ethan noticed me struggling and started to laugh, but then he walked closer to me.

Both his hands reached the sides of my waist as he effortlessly picked me up and placed me on the counter top.

heat arose to my cheeks. out of embarrassment and out of... something else.

"I didn't want you to feel bored at home. Plus, it's always fun with you" he smirked, walking over to the fridge.

"well thanks, I guess" I mentally smiled.

"what are you trying to make" I asked.

"I uh" he stood there, rubbing his head again as if he was trying to think. He turned around and looked at me with a very very prominent blush on his cheeks.

Why was he blushing?

there was a slight pause but then it was broken by ethans awkward laughter.

"what, what's funny" I asked as I began to laugh myself.

"I was trying to make you breakfast" he blurted out, his cheeks redder than ever.

that's so cute. he was trying to make me breakfast to help me feel better. this isn't like Ethan... at all.

He isn't the lovey dovey type. nor is he romantic. he's always been the typical bad boy, dick type of guy.

this is very new.

"thank you" I responded awkwardly, not really knowing what else to say.

"yeah but the thing is... I don't really know how to make anything" he chuckled.

I rolled my eyes sarcastically at him and hopped off of the counter top. oh Ethan.

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  ethans pov

"What should we do know since everyone else is out" she asked me leaning against the wall of her and kians shared bedroom.

i looked at her from where I was sitting and raised my eyebrow up seductively with a smirk.

i knew I intimidated her. I knew she liked it no matter how much she denied it.

I got up from the bed and started making my way towards her. my body was now pushed up against her tiny one and she tried to back away from me, but she couldn't because of the wall behind us.

"e-ethan" she whispered, I don't really know why she whispered though. no one was home but us.

my right hand gripped the side of her hip and my left hand gently made its way to her cheek as I cupped it. so soft. her skin was so soft.

she was at a loss of words.

I know this is wrong. even though she's told me to back off constantly, I can't.

I leaned in and finally fucking did it.

I kissed her, with passion.

And to my surprise, she kissed me back. I really though she was gonna slap me or push me away.

man, was that a kiss. it was really something else. powerful.

I pulled away softly but the taste of her lips on mine still lingered.

We stayed in the same position for a moment, a moment which I took advantage of to simply just look at her.

What a beauty. she's stunning. He brown orbs looked up to mine, filled with happiness with a hint of guilt.

It's wrong that we've done this. I know it is. and I can't defend what I've done.

"shit Ethan" she mumbled pushing me back slightly.

"what have we done"
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oh snap. they kissed. y'all better be excited for what comes next in this story. It won't all be perfect ;)

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