Hometown~~||-//~~joshler

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The first time Tyler cut in seven years, it was because of josh. 

When he had been talking at the concert that night, when josh had gotten emotional. More so than usual. And he had given Tyler a surprise hug from behind. 

Tyler's guard had been down. 

he had melted into the hug, turning around and clinging desperately to josh. 

And now he knew, he just KNEW, that Josh knew. That everyone knew. The all knew that he was bisexual, that he loved josh.

And it was all Tyler's fault, all his fault, his fault.

And the blades, the lovely silver razors, would be his penance. They would take away the mistakes.

Josh's name, the word worthless, the word faggot, slash, slash, slash.

Painting with silver that comes out red.

Silver, red, red, red.

Red on the sheets, Red on his clothes, red on the hotel carpet.

Red, red, red.

Josh, josh, josh.