Authors note

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Hey guys
Um I want to tell you guys why this book has been so depressing lately.
Trigger warnings ( you have been warned)
So lately I've been well suicidal lately.
I been trying to update but I just don't feel like doing it because well if I do you will end up with these depressing chapters and such. I feel like cutting every inch of my body with knifes and
Razors. My heart is crumbling. I can't keep acting like I'm fine. I really can't. I have talk to Melody_6440 and she has helped me along with Starychan16 .
These guys are like my best friends for life. They have helped me a lot and I really appreciate it. Like they don't have to and I feel like I don't deserve
Anyone's support or anything from anybody because why would you guys help a pathetic worthless annoying
Girl like me. It's just I hide from everyone and act like I'm all right when I'm not. And why did I put the trigger warning well when I get the chance to be alone I will probably grab scissors and cut my thighs till there numb and bleeding all over. People who cut I just want to tell you from a cutter like me.
It's not really worth it, it's not. And yes I'm a idiot for continuous doing it. But I have many reasons in my
Head.
I hope you guys understand why I make theses stories so depressing so yeah
But bye my Lovely's
~Mady.....

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