How was I supposed to know I had another choice?
You said--
Oh you said;
So many things you never said.
.
How was I supposed to know,
Know I had a choice?
Don't you think I had a say?
I had no say.
.
Like a slave I followed you
Like a dog you made me feel.
I was your toy,
A little broken doll.
You showed me what it was to be alive
To be human, to be me.
.
All this time I believed in you.
.
Dirty halls, bloody chains--
An animal.
Whips, chains and knives.
Hit, touch, and a nice time.
.
A wild touch unlike another,
A sensational bittersweet dance;
A connection.
.
I had no choice but to follow you,
Till now.
.
Can you feel the fire?
It's inside if me--
Unstoppable.
.
A grunt, a broken vase, a beating heart.
No choice, no say.
Your cries, my grin.
Your toys on your skin,
The cravings on our skin.
.
Red, red, red .
Daddy dearest's favorite color.
I'll always be Daddy's girl.
.
Red, red, red,
I paint myself with red.
Grinning is all I do,
Just like you used too.
I have my say,
Unfortunately you don't.
.
Red, red, red,
Is the last thing I see before I,
Before I join you too.
