I felt happy and free, safe and loved...then you came!
You never liked me, so you hurt me every way imaginable...
You had others laugh and cheer you on as you humiliated me.
I was the joke on everyone's lips, I was your skinny punching bag.
I so small and week, you so big and strong! I never had a chance.
Then one day they started noticing you forgot about me, I was broken and tossed aside.
Bored, you sought to find others, and turned on them.
Then it wasn't funny to them anymore, they felt sorry for me but never showed it.
Their guilt made them pretend they were on my side, and never meant to laugh.
So now I don't believe or trust anyone, I only trust food, I eat tasty things to kill my pain.
Food is my friend and only gives me pleasure. My wall of fat protects me from others.
They look at me and move on...I am safe now, I am happy.
I grew up and left all of you, trying not to hate, just enjoy my freedom, but it still hurts...
