(",) When The Wheel Stop To Move (",)

(",) My Destiny II(",)

 A/N: Hi lil sim this is for yah.. yan request mo UD na agad :) Thanx bhe

Live the way you want it to be, not what others want your life to be..

Love is a part of life. Everyone should go through that phase of life. Yeahh I admit , it is a wonderful feeling. No one can deny that. But remember , it hurts alot too. I'm not emo-ing , but just sharing the truths and the lessons that i've learnt from my life and others around me.  

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 (“,) Destiny II (“,)

Habang nasa car kami hindi ko talaga sya kinausap. Syempre inayos ko din sarili hindi ako pwede na bagong iiyak..

Pag dating ko sa bahay nag shower na ako and then natulog na din kasi kailangan ko pa gumising ng maaga pasok ako.

The next aga ko nagising daanan ako office ko sabay na kami pasok, and si tita kasabay din namin. 

Hindi ko alam kung papanu ko sasabihin kay tita situation ko.

Pag dating ko sa office work ulit.

Lunch time tinawagan ko si tita.

Hello tita where are yah??

Dito pa sa office, paalis na din may meeting ako bakit.

I have something to tell you tita.. But promise me hinid ka magagalit

Anu bay un bilisan mo may meeting ako. Sabi ni tita saken.

Ok! Am

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 Amm Pregy tita..

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What!!!!

Kanino??

Kay Rein.

Anu sabi?

Ipa abort daw

Gago wala sya.. Sige mamaya pag usap tayo mag kita tayo sa starbucks dyan..

So after naming mag usap ni tita kahit papanu nagging ok na din pakiramdam ko.

Hangang sa nagkita nga kami tapos kwento ko sa kanya ngyari. Iniisip naming kung panu naming sasabihin sa lola ko.

Si tita na din ang nag sabi sa kanila. Am I feel so blessed and Thankful kasi ok lang sa kanila and happy sila. Sabi nila ok lang dw kung ayaw panagutan kaya naman daw naming palakihin baby.

So ang problema na lang kung panu sabihin sa parents ko.

After 3 weeks nasabi na din nila sa parents syemre common reaction ng parents magagalit then later matangaap din.

During may pregnancy period from bed rest ako.. as in bawal maglakad kahit pupunta lng sa kitchen bawal talgaa.

Pwede pumunta sa kichen or sa labas basta naka wheel chair kasi sabi ng OB ko any time daw pwede wala baby dahil sa sobrang stress nag bleed na loob.. So no choice kailang ko sumunod.

Pag dating din sa food ang dami bawal..

There was a time am they call this “LIHI” so nag crave ako sa cake. So nagpibili ak. Pero ayaw ko kainin gusto ko lang sya titingnan. Tapos nilagay nila sa  ref. Meron cousin ko nkilaam

Sobrang inaway ko talaga. Bawal pa namn ako magalit.

So ginawa ni mommy nag pabili uli ng Black forest cake.

So after I gave birth doon pa din ako nag stay sa lola ko.

Si Rein paminsan minsan pumupunta din dun.. Hangang sa try ko na makisama sa kanya. Nag sama kami almost 2 years pero

Everyday away lang.

Hangang dumating time na nag hiwalay na kami totally. 

Nung una baby naming nasa kanya. Weekend lang sakin kasi nag work ako.

Pero ngayon palit n kami weekend na sa kanya…

And now my baby’s 5 years old.

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I love reading the book titled The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. It clears out my purpose in life. It defines somehow the purpose Im put into this life, the reason of my life. Remember people , everything happens for a reason. Every NO for your prayers is God's way of saying " Wait , Im gona give you something better ". Therefore, never EVER lose trust and faith in God. He is always there for you. Each second watching over you :)

Thank you so much

~Love~Love~Love~

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