Why can't I accept who I am?!

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January 17th, 2004

   I was just like your normal, stereotypical, high school girl. I loved drama, I was in cliques, I loved shopping, hell, I was snotty. But, there was one problem- I was gay, I loved girls and being just 14 years old, I was confused. VERY confused. I was like, "Wait, why am I sad that Kellie kissed Justin instead of me?" But, I realize now, as I'm sitting in my room that was filled with boy bands and friendship bracelets, I like girls and no changin' fate. All of sudden, in the spur of the moment I felt angry at the world. I got up and stormed around my room, tearing up the posters and shoving them deep into the wastebasket. I shouted, "UUUUUUUUUGGH!!!" As fat tears rolled down my face, my mother came up stairs and worriedly said, "MaryAnn, you oka-"I'M GAY MOM!! I LIKE GIRLS AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY IT'S SO HARD TO ACCEPT MYSELF FOR WHO I AM!!!!" I shouted so hard that Honey, our Yorkie, squealed and ran. 

I looked over at my mom with tear-stained cheeks and broke down even more. She ran over and hugged me so tightly that I couldn't breathe for a moment then I relaxed into the hug. "Annie, you have nothing to be so frustrated about. I love so much, even if you do like girls. Hell, even if you had a beastiality kink for snails I'd still love ya, okay? So, stop being angry and bring me home a girlfriend ya hear?" I giggled at my mom's playfulness, even though I was sure that there was no other gay girls in my school but it wouldn't hurt to dream, would it?

                                            ~The End~


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