Polaroids || Meanie FF

Mingyu's introduction

Hello.
I'm Kim Mingyu, I'm 22 and I live in Korea.

I was in a very happy relationship with my best friend, Jeon Wonwoo.  However a few months ago he was shot and sadly died. Things haven't been the same since.

The house is empty yet everything is filled with his presence. His clothes in the wardrobe.  His scent on the pillow to the right of mine. His stuff is still scattered throughout the house. I can't bare to move it.

I have a box of Polaroids under my bed. Each with a different story behind it. Each story I can remember in great detail.

Since the day I met him, my life revolved around Wonwoo. And it still does. He was and still is the love of my life. And just because he's gone, it doesn't mean I have to move on and forget him.

Frankly, I don't think I can ever forget him. He was my Jeon Wonwoo. My hyung. The entirety of my being. My reason for life.

Before he died, his last words to me were to promise him to keep living my life. To live for him.  And I promised.

The first weeks were the hardest but I had to keep going.  Keep telling myself to do live. For him.

'Do it for Wonwoo' I've lost count of how many times I've told myself this. I can still feel him with me. He's what keeps me going. The only thing that keeps me going.

I always have and always will love Wonwoo more than anyone. The love we shared, the bond we had. Nothing can compare.  Nothing could break us apart.

'Till death do us part.' We used to say this so often. And yes, death has parted us physically. But he's still here with me. He will always be here with me.

That's enough about what happened. Here's the story of our relationship.  One polaroid at a time...