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Finn hadn't woken up yet. We all just sat in there waiting. Nick said he would wake him up when it was time. I'm not sure if it was some religious crap but he just didn't want to wake Finn up yet.

"Ok, lets wake him up." Nick said and we nodded. We all stood in front of his bed as Nick lightly woke him up. I looked at the clock. It was three eleven.

Finn slowly woke up and his eyes started to open. Once he saw us his eyes widened and his shifted in the bed. "Caleb..? Gaten? Noah?" He asked looking at us in pure shock.

"Hey buddy, long time no see." Gaten said with a small reassuring smile. Finn smiled back and tried moving his hands to get a hug but winced in pain.

"Ow..." He hissed before holding his rib.

I rushed over and patted his hand. "Slow down Finn, you are still in a complicated condition." I told him sternly. He nodded and smiled at me.

"I've missed you guys." He said turning to look at Gaten and Noah. They both smiled back at him and patted his shoulder.

"We have missed you too!" Noah exclaimed trying to lighten up the mood. I nodded and flashed my white teeth.

"How'd you guys know to come to Canada?" Finn asked giving us questionable looks. I shrugged and looked at the rest of the boys.

"Honestly?" I asked and he nodded. "Well Millie had been planning this for a while now. It is just random that we catch you today when you are in the hospital." I shrugged.

"Wait, Millie planned this all?" Finn asked furrowing his eyebrows. I nodded and so did everyone else. "Well than where is she?"

Gaten, Noah, and I traded questioning glances. Noah decided to speak up. "Well an emergency came up and Millie's mom got her memory back." Noah explained slowly. I nodded and looked at Finn for his reaction. He looked into space with a blank expression.

"Oh gosh, is she ok?" He asked and we all shrugged.

"Honestly we aren't sure. She was really excited to come here and I know a lot was on her mind. She is probably really confused." I said and Finn nodded.

"I wish I was there for her..." He trailed off making me pity him.

"I'm sure she wishes you were there too." Gaten said patting Finn's shoulder.

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Millie's POV:

(Sorry I know I keep switching point of views)

After Ice cream I had built up to courage to go back to the hospital. I felt confident, I felt like seeing my mother.

So I marched into her room and saw her sleeping. My heart squeezed in my chest but I ignored it waking up to her. "Hey mom? Mom? I think I am ready to talk now." I said and she slowly started to wake up.

"Millie?" She asked and I nodded.

"Hey mom." I greeted feeling sad. Why was I sad, I was talking to my mom?

"Are you scared of me?" She asked and I laughed, shaking my head.

"Of course not. I was just a little... confused when I saw you first. I'm sorry." I apologized grabbing her hand. I tried to put on a tough act and act like everything was fine. But truly all of this was still so confusing.

"Don't be sorry. I understand why you cared like you did. I'm just glad to talk to you." She said and I nodded smiling at her.

"I-" I started but I was interrupted by Sadie.

"Hey Millie? Sorry to interrupt but I need to show you something." She suggested and I nodded letting go of moms hand and walking to Sadie.

"What's up?" I asked once we were in the hallway.

"Um I got a text from Caleb. They are in Canada now." She said and I nodded feeling a pang of jealousy. Part of me wishes I was there too. "Finn's in the hospital. His dad showed up at the apartment and knocked him out. He had a broken rib and needed a few stitches. I just thought you should know." My mouth fell open and my eyes widened.

"Oh my gosh...." I trailed off looking around. Poor Finn. Why? Finn left to get away from his father. Why couldn't his father just leave him alone?!

I wanted to be there. I wanted to be there comforting Finn. I wanted him to make sure he was ok.

Did I want to be here for him more than my mom?

I shook the thought out of my head and looked up at Sadie. I was in sudden realization. The fact that I even consider the thought of leaving my mom for Finn means something.

It means I think I might love him.

It's a crazy thought, something so unbelievable but yet, when I say it, that I love Finn it seems right.

I needed to tell someone this. I needed to rant about him and about how I feel for him. I need to tell someone all the confusion I am feeling. I need someone to tell me what I should do. For the first time in a while...

I needed my mom.

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