breathe ; 김종현 | kim jonghyun [✔]

t h e l e t t e r

dear miss kang,

if you're reading this, it means that you're alive.
whole.
with a heart that will beat confidently, strongly,
a heart that will never fail you.

and it also means that i no longer am.

and i want to thank you, miss kang jimin.

thank you for allowing me to
realise that
there was something i could do in this world,
other than my plain, worthless existence.

as i saw you lying, helpless on that bed,
i made my decision;

to help that girl
who so desperately wanted to live,
but is cursed with a heart
that refuses to beat.

after all,
i am but a guy
who desperately wants to die,
but is cursed with a heart
that beats.
that gives me a life i never wanted.

a life
which would be
of much better use
to you.

yours,
kim jonghyun