I suffer from anxiety and depression, and let me tell you. It sucks! I feel like I can't go outside my house without being judged or be alone for five minutes without having a panic attack. The worst part is, this has been happening since 2015.... Every night I cry myself to sleep thinking that no one cares. That no one would notice that I'm gone if I leave. Yes, I have a boyfriend, but I'm not sure if he really likes me. I have had these weird urges lately. Like, whenever I grab a knife, I just want to slit someone's throat and watch them die. These urges have only been here for a couple of months, but they are becoming so tempting. There are a lot of people out there who are horrible and no one would notice their gone. Maybe I can start with them...
my friend jokes, saying that when we get older that we can go and kill people together. I know she doesn't mean it so I joke with her. I hadn't personally killed anyone yet, but I get daydreams about killing people. Sliting their through slowly and watching the blood poor out of their throats, or shooting them in the head and watching them fall to the ground. Watching their eyes go lifeless. As you can tell, I can't feel anything. I'm this 18year old who sits in her room, having anxiety attacks and thinking about death. I know, my life sounds boring, but I don't know how longer I can keep the urges back. They are almost forcing me to obey them. It's all just becoming too much. I might just call my friend Kylee for advice. She might know what to do...
A/N: None of this is real! It's all made up! I know it's not much but hopefully I'll have more in the next chapter! I love you all!
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Alone
HorrorSo, I had some things on my mind, and thought, "Why not just make a story so you can escape the real world?" So here I am... making a weird and fucked up story. I will say, that it will get bloody, but I will put warnings at the beginning of each ch...
