anemone - yj : cs

part three

"why can't i just forget everything?"

i said as i laid in my bed. the classes ended and i'm now at home.

i didn't go home with my friends cuz i don't think i can face them. i just fucked up.

i heard a growling sound. it's my stomach.

"right. i need to eat"

i got off my bed and walked out my room to cook some food for myself.

i'm living ( no you're not ) by myself. my parents died when i was young and my aunt in states just send money to me for my own needs like school and food.

i looked for food in my fridge but i just saw eggs and a bottle of milk. i looked for the drawers and found a pack of ramen so i just decided to cook ramen for lunch.

yes, my class is only in morning. we have shifts. my other friends are in afternoon because they are in different year.

it's an advantage for me because i have time to work. i don't just depend on my aunt's money. i know it's enough but you can't know when emergency comes.

i do part time job at a coffee shop near here. and it starts at 3:00 o'clock until 8:00 in the evening. it's not that late so it's fine with me. i can still do my homeworks if i have.

"shit" i muttered after turning the stove off. i was busy telling my life story that i forgot that i was cooking. but gladly the noodles were not that overly cooked. it can be eaten.

after eating i just decided to get some rest before getting ready to work so i stayed at my room, reading.

when i noticed that the time was nearly 2:00 i got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

it was 2:30 when i finished getting ready. i just dressed casually since there were no uniform needed in the coffee shop i'm working at. just a pastel blue sweater and a white pants.

after putting my shoes on, i got my bag and got out of the house before locking it i started walking.

yeah i just walk. as i've said the cafe is just near my place and it can save money.

i arrived on time. i saw hansol on the counter so said hi. he just didn't smiled neither said hi to like he always do but i think i know the reason.

i put on my apron and got the orders and started to make them.

"he's being dramatic again, right" i smiled without looking at him but i heard him take out a long sigh. i just laugh at him.

"you take the counter hyung. i'll make the orders" he said so i just nodded and tapped his shoulders to atleast comfort him but he just smiled. a fake one.

"hi sir—"

i saw someone i thought i will never see in my entire life again.

i saw him.

again. after 6 months.

why my life is ruined

why i am a mess

it's all because of him

my ex boyfriend.

it's jisoo.