See,
This time I could not reflect with a smile
To the purity of your existence
To be honest I'm not sure what to do
Should I rely on feelings
Or apply pure cold thinking
To our dead-end relationship?
Do you even see me?
I may be transparent to you
A glass that filters in doom
While you are a flower in bloom
You cannot live on me
Nor on my soul
You cannot drain me
As I crave for you to do
All this darkness of mine inside
You were to be my only light
In that flammable ground,
I am cold, I am frozen
I live in a space
Where nothing resonates in place
A vacuum as a result of mistakes
How I wish to see the sun
How I wish to feel burnt
But you already shine somewhere else
You already look to someone
I wonder what would have happened
If I met you several years before
Would I have been
the one you were looking for?
