'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone

I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone

And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on

It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I'd hold you closer than I ever did before

And you'd never slip away

And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

No, I'm really not fine at all

Tell me this is just a dream

'Cause I'm really not fine at all,"

Once we finished, the crowed went crazy and I think the three of us had the biggest smiles we had ever had.

The boys came running back onto the stage jumping and clapping.

"WOW! That was amazing!" Niall exclaimed into his mic and I blushed.

"Fantastic job!" Louis praised.

Niall handed me his mic and I said, "Thank you all so much for this amazing opportunity and we love you all!"

Sydney, Savannah, and I waved and blew kisses then made our way off stage.

"HOLY SHIT THAT WAS CRAZY!" Sydney screeched once we got behind the curtin.

"I know! I have the biggest adrenaline rush! I'm literally shaking!" I said and held up my shaky hand.

They both laughed and we praised each others performances.

I took out my phone and turned it on. Once I turned it on I saw that Niall had tweeted me.

"This cutie killing the guitar on stage for the first time! ;) instagram.com/gh62le4v"

I smiled and slid my phone back into my pocket.

I cant believe from just meeting them yesterday I feel so close to them already. Niall makes me feel more confident in myself and I cant thank him enough. I can't wait to see all the adventures we will have down the road.

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OKKKKKEY how was that? sorry if it was terrible lol BUT CAN YOU IMAGINE being able to hang out with them?? that would be so fun omg. anyways I hope you enjoyed it and keep reading to see what happens next!- camdynnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

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