Here's a little thing about me...
I am always sorry and I think everything is my FULT. Because when I get in trouble I get yelled at and screamed at.
I'm verbally abused.
I also had done things with a girl that was my friend, she was my friend since first grade.
She stabbed me in the back and took my other friend with her.
I get to see my dad 3 times a year.
I don't feel safe at my house.
I have depression.
I'm trying to get a nerve to ask my dad to let me live with him.
Im known as a loser at my school.
I'm trying to not kill myself I try everyday but everyday it gets harder and harder.
And I'm sorry for the people I've made worse.
I feel that I have to make everyone happy or I'm not happy.
I feel I don't matter that everyone else does.
But I hide it by acting.
And I hide it pretty well.
I'm sorry again.
~Flora.
