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As I read the newspaper, I couldn't believe it. It couldn't be..  But he is known to be a flirt, a heart breaker, a womanizer. My husband. My friend. My lover.  Also a cheater. I didn't know what to do next. My children will one day know but will it be worth it. He appeared in the doorway and rage entered me

"Y/-"

"Don't" I bark at him. I stand up from where I sitting at. Feeling the warm, burning, blazing sensations of the fire that was behind me

"Do you really think I was not gonna find out!?"

"I'm sorr-"

"That won't cut it" I walk up to him, with agonizing, blazing anger in my eyes making him flinch

"I see the way you look at my sister, I see how they all fall for your charms. And when the time comes to face my , no, OUR kids, I dare you to explain all the pain and embarrassment that you cause their mother. When will you fucking learn, they are your future, we were your future!" He said nothing "What? Now you have nothing to say! C/N I loved you! I trusted you! I cared for you! HEll! I MARRIED YOU! HOW DO EXPECT ME TO REACT!? DO YOU TRULY BELIEVE I WAS GOING TO SHUT UP,KEEP MY DAMN HEAD DOWN, AND SAY NOTHING!"

He flinched at my outburst and tears started to appear in both of our eyes, I smiled evilly

"Wanna know something?" He gulped " I kept your letters" Few tears escaped our  eyes as his widen in pure sadness and fear, I walked to the fire place where a brown box  I opened the box where all of our photos, letter, small gifts were " I truly thought you were mine" I grabbed it and faced him again, I showed him the box and it contaminants. His eyes widen knowing what i was gonna do " I am erasing myself from this narrative, let our future descendants wonder how i reacted when you broke my heart. Now that you did, stand back and watch it burn" With that I threw the box and everything inside to the fire making the room lit up more than it was before

"The moment I saw you I knew you were mine. You even said you were mine. And if you thought you were mine. I guess we were both wrong" And with that I left the room letting all my tears out and hear his sobs repeating over and over 'what have I done to you?' I never knew lies could hurt so much. I went to ou-MY room and placed this song on repeat

I saved every letter you wrote me
From the moment I saw you
I knew you were mine
You said you were mine
I thought you were mine
Do you know what Angelica said
When I told her what you'd done?
She said"You have married an Icarus
He has flown too close to the sun"
Don't

Take another step in my direction
I can't be trusted around you
Don't think you can talk your way
Into my arms, into my arms
I'm burning the letters you wrote me
You can stand over there if you want
I don't know who you are
I have so much to learn
I'm re-reading your letters
And watching them burn (burn)I'm watching them burn (burn)You published the letters she wrote to you
You told the whole world
How you brought this girl into our bed
In clearing your name, you have ruined our lives
Heaven forbid someone whisper"He's part of some scheme"
Your enemy whispers
So you have to scream
I know about whispers
I see how you look at my sister
Don't
I'm not naiveI have seen women around you
Don't
Think I don't see
How they fall for your charms
All your charms
I'm erasing myself from the narrative
Let future historians wonder how Eliza reacted
When you broke her heart
You have thrown it all away
Stand back, watch it burn
Just watch it all burn
And when the time comes
Explain to the children
The pain and embarrassment
You put their mother through
When will you learn
That they are your legacy?
We are your legacy
If you thought you were mine (mine, mine)
Don't

I didn't realized my kids enter and claimed into my bed. i hugged them tightly and watched them sleep. i smiled at them as they sleep and faced the door were he was standing

"Get away, this is no longer your room"

"Ple-" I hold my finger up

"One more thing"

"Yes?"

I growled " I hope that you burn" with that he left. Leaving my kids and I alone. And leaving me to drown myself in the tears of anger, pain, betrayal, heartbreak, and sadness.

"Why can't I stop loving you?..."

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Another update up and readable. I am sorry if it sucks I just wanted to drop some feelings I have recently so I'm sorry. that's all for now. I'll update later this month or next

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