" each of the petals that drops from that rose doesnt stop me from loving her because she means the world to me , I broke her and I have to fix it even if I run out of time but I'm just hoping this is like a beauty and the beast story."
or
In whic...
I woke up feeling empty , the sound of silence made me realise that i'm home alone . Everyone is gone and probably forgot I exist anymore, I sigh at my thoughts and scroll through instagram and liked some fan edits . The one thing that caught my eye was a fan edit of me and all my friends , the caption saying, " Look how happy she is with them !! They were squad goals but now their being separated , she hasn't posted for months now , last post was may 25 . Wonder how she is." Then that made me remember why I stopped posting and wasn't active anymore .
flashback
28 june 2018 .
" Hey mark." I smiled , " hey ." He engulfed me into a hug which I accepted , " Look Nat , i need to talk to you." He sighs , " o-okay." I say unsure of what he wants to talk about .
" I-i'm moving." He looks down , my eyes widened filled with water . " w-what?" I ask not sure of what to feel . " I-im sorry natalie , i have to move back to pennsylvania." He looks at me with sadness in his eyes , " wh-why?" I shook my head , " Family." He sighed .
" O-oh." I look down at my feet , " Look natty . It's gonna be okay." He held my hand , " We can face time , text , call everyday okay? We can do this . This whole long distance friendship, we got this . You are my bestfriend and no one I swear no one can replace you, i'll always be here mentally for you." He reassured and pulls me into a hug . I cry onto his shoulder , the thought of losing the person who was there for me when no one was just hurts . I feel numb , heartbroken , empty.
He breaks the hug and whispers , " i have to go now." just like that...he walks away and left me sitting alone , crying .
Everyone's gone now , everyone .
End of flashback
And if you're wondering where everyone is heres where they are :
Luna and Loren are on vacation somewhere , Charles and Joey are on tour , Jordyn is busy with her schedule , Kenzie is on tour too with her sister i guess .
Most of my friends are just around the world , living their life while I'm at home doing nothing but watching netflix and minding my own business.
My parents and Thomas are on tour with Jo and Char so I have the whole house to myself .
I lock my phone and did my morning routine , I sat down at stared at myself on the vanity mirror . I did my natural makeup and changed into some comfortable clothes , I went downstairs to make breakfast , " Um , i should just eat something light ." I say to myself , I grab a cereal bar and walk to the couch .
I scroll through my camera roll to find a picture to post because of that caption it made me realise I should stop relaying on people too much , I couldn't find a pic so I just decided to have my own photoshoot.
After I was done eating , I change into a off shoulder top and some jeans .
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Nataliegitnick everythings gonna be alright💜
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charlesgitnick I miss u so much lil sis ! ↳ user1 sibling goals loren my bestfriend issa hottie ! ↳ user0 I'm glad their okay ! ↳user2 bestfriend goals 😫❤️
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user6 I need friends like Loren , Luna and probably Joey .
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user8 im glad shes okay ! ↳ charlesgitnick: why won't she be ? ↳user4 : ☕️? ↳ joeybirlem : @nataliegitnick what are they talking about ? are u okay ? ↳ user5 : real tea ;)
