Glimpse of my Reality - An Open Diary 2018-19

062418 | The Randomness Begins

HAHAHA idunno I just want to laugh as a start because I'm feeling so random all of a sudden. I admit it's not the first time me writing my mind but this is different since I'll be publishing it after writing. This is like a diary vlog I must say since I'm having writer's block, bored and wanted to speak mind.

THIS IS NOT A STORY WELL YEAH A REAL LIFE? Hahaha naaah just a continuos writing maybe practice na din but this sure is 100% authentic and raw actually my vulnerability is exposed but that's one of my favorite thing as a human whatever just wanna let this out AAAAND ONCE I'VE POSTED THIS SHIZZ THIS WON'T BE EDITED. I will tryyyyy~ #ChallengingMyself

Ok START!

It's like 1:57 am here and everyone's sleeping I can hear them snores hahaha well I should too but my mind won't let me maybe since I took a nap earlier but it's like my daily routine lately which I hate because I'll sleep 3 am and wake up at 11 to 12 noon and feeling tired ugh #frustration01 but I'm trying to sleep early to wake up early ok don't judge me well maybe I'll get to the why later because I want the start to be light but I'm in bed ready to sleep I just can't since I'm writing this duh haha maybe I start trying hard tomorrow.

I'm actually in a beautiful country right now it's my 2nd month here and I love living here so far except that this is the so called hot/warm month. This place was also considered as the "second home of the filipinos" well that's what I heard tho Philippines still top 1 in my heart but I'm here somewhere in UAE trying my luck I guess away from- - well I'm running away I must say hmm for now.

I just graduated last year 2017 maybe I'll get to the details later.

Now whats really bothering me? Oh yeah it got me thinking a lot bothers me lately some are #ADULTING and #BURNOUT.

I'm 22 but I feel I'm 17 kind of stuff ya'll feel me? I didn't sign up for this but why it seems like I have a no way out? Like f*ck choices but anw it's part of freakin "LIFE" and that's what's "taught" which hell I don't understand. Haha I don't know if it's just me but heck yeah that thing, the idea just freaks me out ok I'm exag'n I can handle but that's what I feel like who invented this sh*t why we did'nt have some introduction to this. I sound like ranting but *insertIDoesNotCareMemeHere* PAYT ME!!!

This brings me to my everyday question/argument: "Why we gotta learn things the hard way?" if someone can enlighten me and can make my mind blown you know I'll appreciate your effort and time.

I have so much topics to discuss or to let out and those who read this will not freak out but if you can share you thoughts about this topic ypu can comment or message me.

For now I'll just end my 1st open diary chapter here coz this exercise finally makes me wanna close my eyes.

- GlimpsyKreality's Glimpse of Reality
062518 | 2:46 am (UAE Time Zone)