Insatiable Desires

Ch 44: What this house holds

  "I constantly wish to take care of you," His deep mumble reminded me of those we shared in bed, and I felt shovers down my body.. "To kiss you, sooth you, bathe you," A smile stretched my lips when he left a slow kiss on my shoulder. "All you have to do is sit back and allow me." Oh and how I loved him for every little confession of his.. "I wouldn't mind earning some bonus points while doing that too.."

That sweet humor in hid voice dared a giggle to escape my throat, and to say the least, I wasn't the type that giggled.. Not ever. But Ash changed many things about me.. In such ways that I grew so close to him, I could barely imagine my life without him.

I looked back in the mirror and our gazes met for a second. He was focused on leaving a few more kisses on my shoulder, pushing my hair away and leaving another over my neck. I was melting in his arms.. My eyes threatened to close to the sensations of his lips.. But instead I spoke.

  "Oh, well then," And turned to face him with a smile on my face.. "Join me,"

He knew very well to what exactly I was referring to. I was getting ready for a bath before he came in. The only thing I had over myself was my robe, while he on the other had way too many clothes for such an occasion. They had to go.

And so I ran my fingers up his chest, tracing the solidness of the mucked on his chest, the broadness of his shoulders.. A slight groan escaped his throat in such way that sent these pulsing tremors down my body. It was truly interesting to have this large powerful man weak at my touch.. So much that he took a hold of my wrists to stop my touch from going further.

  "You constantly dare me, Anya," It was one confession of little awareness, his voice with a low husk as he leaned closer.. Enough for his lips to nip at my ear, his breath to sent tingles underneath my skin. "Do you think it's fair?"

I moved my hands away from his, somewhere lower till I felt the very edge of his shirt, and pulled enough to let him know that my suggestion was no joke.. Then when I knew he understood me well, I simply passed by him, playing with the tie of my robe for a second as I walked towards the tub.. It was filled; warm water and bubbly salts for one relaxing session after that intense week of nothing but going through the journal..

I turned the water off and undid the robe, knowing that I had his gaze focused on every little move of mine.. It slid to the ground almost too graciously, and I found myself surprised how simple moved could seduce and tempt a man.. I never truly knew how to, but with Ash it all seemed rather natural.. Games of temptation to tame our desires was perhaps a part of us at that point.

  "I think it's—" I stepped in the water, slowly rising my eyes up to meet his.. His narrowed ones, dark in a way that I only saw while rolling in sheets with him, when he had some wicked idea that could never be tamed. I gave him a smile. "It's wonderful to have you near." He pulled his shirt over his head, walking towards the tub. "You sooth me."

I finally said, once again my words completely the opposite of the situation we were creating for ourselves.. While my voice and words were sweet, my actions and dares seemed wicked, and he too read my eyes well.. He knew me well to know by then, how my distractions worked, how my mind worked..

I found myself holding my breath at the sight of the hard muscles on his stomach, his toned chest and skin so smooth, I wished to lick him. Soon his pants were gone, his underwear, and he was joining me in the tub, while I— I just seemed a bit dozed off from the sight of his body..

To think how I had him, all of him, to share a bed and pleasure, to feel him over and under, his pressure and weight, his hardness and taste.. It was almost impossible.. To imagine it. To imagine myself with him.