Destiny

Obsessed

It's not like I hate him . But I don't want to look at him anymore . I know I'm being obsessed . But , I don't want to get out of this .

I kept staring at him moments after moments , hours after hours , days after days . Everyday I keep staring at him . I can't control myself any longer . Everywhere , every moment I kept looking .

Also now ; I' m looking at him . l can't help myself . I can't move my eyes away from him . School , market home , phone , computer , social sites - everywhere . Morning , afternoon , evening , night , midnight - not a single moment without me looking at him .

I feel so desperate about him . I want to tell him how I feel about him . I want to make him mine . I want to touch him . I want to love him with everything I have .

We were study partner once . That was the best moment of my life . He came to my house , stayed with me for the whole day and I walked him to the station .

But everything is past . He got his girl now and he is very happy with her .

But ,know what ? The girl he loves , doesn't love him at all . She is just using him .She is with him just for his popularity .

After all , which high schoolgirl doesn't want the most handsome boy in her highschool as her boy friend ? She is with him just for fame . She doesn't love him .

But the worst thing is , he isn't aware of that . He thinks that she loves him in the same way he loves her. I hope , soon he could understand that he is wrong .

Whatever ! I don't wanna be an obstacle in his life . I don't wanna be the reason of his sadness . All I want is to see him happy .

(Hey guys this is my first story ever . Make sure to let me know is it good or not . Comment and do you think I should continue writing ?
I'm so talkative . Please don't mind . ENJOY )
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