chapter one

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ALEX'S POV. That's her^^

Flash back

"Alex get up" my brother jungguk said.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because, silly. I have that audition for big-hit entertainment's new band opening Bts." He said laughing.

"Okay bubu, I will get up when you leave the room. I'm kinda not dressed here." I said, laughing.

"Oh, good thing I didn't rip the blankets off of you." Jungguk said laughing.

Jungguk is a vary good singer. Like if I could listen to only him forever I could. He is auditioning for bts. That's all I know.

I don't whant him to go though. He is my twin, and I love him alot. I don't think I could ever live without him, but if he dose get into the band, the dorm they would be staying in will be in Seoul. That far from here and it sucks, I don't whant him to leave me.
 
We are both 13 and we are in 8th grade. We have 5 more years left of school and he most luckily will have to drop out. But i will not.

I got out of bed and got on some clothes.

I did my hair, put in some curls and put a bow in it

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I did my hair, put in some curls and put a bow in it. I got on a red belly shirt with a jean jacket over it. A white skirt with red and orange flowers with grey Converse.

I walked down the stairs and waited for mom to wake up.

"Boo!"

"Ahhhhh" I screamed.

I turned around to see jungguk.

"You little -"

"Aye no swaring young lady" my mom scolded. And I rolled my eyes.

"I wasn't going to sware. I was going to say...... buttnugget? Ya buttnugget." I said.

Back to the present.

"Alex get up you little asshat" my mother said

"Comming" I yelled.

Getting up to see what she wanted I threw on a long shirt. It was long sleeves and whent just about to my knees. It was one of jungguk, one that was way to big for him.

"Why can't she be more like jungguk?" Mom asked dad.

"You realize that I can here you fucktards." I said walking down the stairs.

I haven't see jungguk ever since he joined the band. Ya he has visited every year but he always comes when I'm not here. Almost like he dident whant to see me.

I follow them on Twitter and on Instagram but they don't follow me back. It's kinda sad, when your twin brother loses on contact with you just for a band. Like I can see if we were just siblings, but we are twins, womd mates, our relationship is supposed to be in spreadable. But it's not like that. We haven't talked in seven years. I miss him though. I watch every one of there videos or mv's. They just dropped one called 'fake love and it's so good. But other than that, I havent seen him in person.

"Oh sorry, Alex. But jungguk just called. But he had to go. You missed him once again." My mother said.

"Dad how long ago did he end the phone call?" My dad has never stoped loving me. But my mom, that's another story.

"Umm. About 10 minutes ago." He said going back to eating.

"Mom! Are you serious. You called me down 5 minutes ago! You cumshot." I said.

"You need to stop. You are going on tour with your brother and his band mates to teach you a lesson for being so rude to us." She said with watery eyes. Obviously faking.

"I'm down" I said. What? Any chance to see jungguk I will take it. End of story.

"Ok good because you don't have a choice" dad said.

"K I will go pack. How long am I staying?" I ask.

"How ever long it takes you to get your shit straight." Mom said.

Ok not going to lie, I have been to jail alot. And my drinking habbats are not good for me. But can you realy blame me? At least I still pay rent for my room and pay for my food that my parents eat. But I see where they are coming from.

It took me like an hour to pack. I had most of my clothes and I will do my last minute packing later. I will have to drive myself there.

"Mom! Dose he know about all of this?" I yelled from my room.

"Fuck no. The only people that know are me, you, dad, and there managers " She said while busting through my door.

"Ok. I will leave tomorrow morning. Like 6ish." I said.

"Ya that's fine"

"I'm going to bed" I said and plopped down on my bed.

"I will miss you." I said into my pillow. Talking to my bed ofcorse. I would never miss that evil fucking creature I have to call a mom.
 
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First chapter done. And I'm not going to go back and edit this l, or anything I publish. It's just a waist of time.

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