Hennessy-
Today I was faced with the hardest decision of my life. The Doctor said he'll give us 48 hours to sleep on the situation and make a decision .
I'm so sick and tired of crying. I've been crying for the past month. I just want all this to be over.
I want this pregnancy to be over with, I want this heartache to be over with, I want this marriage to be over with. I just want it over.
I'm not feeling August the way I was feeling him when I first met him. He hasn't been the same since the strip club. I guess it's because of all this family drama.
"Look I don't want to see my baby suffering. She's holding on for her little life. I think we should pull the plug." I spoke in a low tone
August ran his hands over his face and sighed. I tear rolled down his face. He didn't have the time to process that Kaylan isn't really his daughter because he been unconscious in the hospital for 6 days.
"We need to get reven-"
"We don't need to do nothing but worry about our daughter and weather she's going to live or NOT!" I cut him off .
It was a long silence. "You're right. I don't want to see her suffer." He finally says. Then he gets up from the table and leaves the house .
I pull my phone out and called Herbo. He picked up on the fourth ring.
"Yo?" He answered.
"You still coming to the appointment right ?" I sighed as I rubbed my temples. I been pushing my schedule back for the past month or so because of all this craziness.
"Fo sho. I need to be there anyway. " he said. I nodded and told him I'd be there in an hour.
I went to my room and turned on the shower . I stripped of my clothes and stepped in the shower letting the water run over my sore body.
I couldn't help but break down. Its crazy how your whole life can take a U turn in only a matter of time .
Best believe I'm holding everything together though.
I got out of the shower and dried myself off. I lotioned down then put on my bra , panties, a pair of jeans , teeshirt and slides. I pulled my hair back and went to the garage. I decided to take the Range Rovers.
When I pulled up to Herb house he was already chilling outside smoking a blunt waiting on me .
"Damn I thought you said an hour?" He said as he got into the car.
"Bitch I lied." I hissed. "Can I have a pull?" I asked referring to the blunt that was between his fingers.
"Fuck no. You pregnant." He laughed "fuck you thought this was." he mumbled.
I sucked my teeth and rolled my eyes. Sooner or later, we pulled up to the clinic. I spayed myself and my car out before going into the building.
We walked in and I checked myself in. We took a seat in the corner, as I sat back and watched some people's children play with each other.
My mind was stuck on Kaylan. She will never be that smart-mouth, energetic, bossy ass little girl anymore. Now she's just brain dead. A vegetable.
"Mrs Alsina?" The nurse calling my name snapped me out if my trans. I stood up and Herbo followed behind me.
She took us in a room and she started off asking how I was. "Well, I'm okay, I guess..." I started to say. Then I told her how I have a brain dead 4 year old and how stressful its been lately.
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