Complicated ^august alsina^

Part ฯ9

The Next Day

Aliyson P.O.V.

I was asleep then I was awaken by loud banging on the door I woke up I had my knees to my chest I was looking at the door and the man that picked me up he walked up to the nightstand by me and put the food down

man: good morning

Aliyson: um morning

the man sat in front of me

man: you know you don't have to be scared right?

Aliyson: and why not? I just want to die like nothing matters no one loves me

man: I know someone loves you you won't find who until you look

Aliyson: smiles thanks

man: no problem and theres a bathroom

Aliyson: ok thanks

the man kissed my forehead then left out I slowly got out the bed and walked to the bathroom I saw a toothbrush brushed my teeth then went and layed in the bed then Shawn came in

Shawn: morning

I just looked at him

Shawn: Aliyson I know your mad at me but please eat for the baby

Aliyson: how do I know nothing's wrong with it?

Shawn: nothing's wrong with it I made it myself

I looked at the pancakes and fruit then sighed then I sat on the bed and started eating the pancakes and fruit

Shawn: thank you

he tried to kiss my cheek I moved my head so his lips wouldn't even touch me he sighed then left out the room then the man that picked me up came in

Man: what's up with you and Shawn?

Aliyson: I just I dont want nothing to Do with him

Man: you got him crying

I laughed

Man: I actually think this baby will open up his eyes because I don't want him in this gang shit and y'all baby getting hurt because of him or what he does so this baby will get him to stop and stay off the streets

I nodded my head

Man: did you know that since he's even met u he's been acting different

Aliyson: different how?

Man: like happy

Aliyson: shid he hit ona first night that might be why

Man: I think he really has feelings for you

Aliyson: really? well it doesn't matter he knew this was gonna happen mumbles I cant believe I actually fell in love with him I'm so stupid

Man: you what?

Shawn P.O.V.

I was heading back into the room to talk to her then I overheard her talking

Man: I think he really has feelings for you

Aliyson: really? well it doesn't matter he knew this was gonna happen mumbles I cant believe I actually fell in love with him I'm so stupid

Man: you what?

Aliyson: I fell in love with him and I didn't even know him

Man: how do you feel right now?

Aliyson: like I just want to kill myself or if you have a gun you could shoot me I could write them a letter and everything no one cares so why be here

Man: laughs Im not gonna shoot you lah mama

Aliyson: please just kill me

I started crying

Aliyson: all I really have to live for is this baby and not even the baby will give a fuck about me

The man hugged me I cried in his chest he rubbed my back

Man: this baby will love you if no one would this baby will and I know some people who do love you

I got off his chest and he wiped my tears

Aliyson: who?

Man: you know august and brian?

Aliyson: yeah

Man: they love you I studied them for a while they really love you

Aliyson: smiles thanks for telling me that

Man: now I'm going get back to work don't hurt yourself

Aliyson: I won't I promise

the man kissed her forehead then left out on his way out he saw Shawn

Man: hey Shawn were you listening to our conversation

Shawn: honestly I was

Man: you know you really hurt her just go talk to her and make everything alright

I nodded my head

Aliyson P.O.V.

I was happy the man talked to me he made me happy I just I want the baby to be loved and fine I was deep in thought then the other side of the bed went down I looked in that direction and saw Shawn my whole mood changed

Shawn: I just want to talk

I just looked at him

Shawn: this wasn't suppose to happen at first it was just a mission then I actually got to spend time with you and get to know you and over time I actually started to fall in love with you and forgot all about the plan I'm sorry

I just looked at him I can't believe he just said that I'm still mad at him tho