Hold Me Tight {G×G} -ENGLISH-

My Name is Alishia

Hi Guys, am I allowed to introduce myself? I am Alishia, but you can call me just Lish. My last name is "Green".
I am sweet 16 and I'm in Highschool.

I am a quite invisible and shy girl, not really pretty and also not really popular. I also don't have many friends.

I am really well-behaved, a nerd, always stuck to the rules.
That's like the fancy girls in my Highschool would describe me.
I'm never drunk, I never smoke and I am nearly never invited to a party.
I've never had a boyfriend yet and I'm a virgin.
So this criteria makes me automatically an outsider in this stupid society. But there is one piece of information you don't know yet - I am a lesbian.

I've always had the feeling that I am different compared to others in a special way as I were a kid.
I've noticed it while becoming  a Teenager, as I fell in Love the First time - I got my first butterflies in my stomach for a girl.
I never fell in love lucky. I always knew that I would never have a chance. It were always Girls which were in my swim club or on my grade, ond of course they all liked boys.

In Middle School, I made a big mistake. I sent a love letter to a girl in my grade. But my crush copied the letter and put it ok the black board in school so that everyone could read the letter.

The whole School was laughing about me. About me, Alishia Green, the disgusting lesbian.

Since this point, everybody knew my little secret. I lost the few friends I had.
I got bullied, started eating more and more. I was gaining a lot of weight in a record-time.

Also my appearance was not that good. I was not really tall, I had brown hair in a middle-length. A big nose, small lips, big ears, dark brown eyes.
I also really have to fight against acne since a long time.
Also my body shape is not the best. I always needed the smallest size if I bought Bras.

I lost a not of weight in the last time, since I was bullied I had become really fat, but I fought.
I did a lot of sports, started swimming in a club.
Now I am near to a normal weight.
But I was not thin like all the "models" in my grade.
But I am used to be an outsider...

~ That all was going through my mind while I was lying on the Beach in Greece and listenning to the noise of the waves. I' ve got holidays and I'm on vacation with my dad.

My Parents are divorced, I am their only kid and I'm living with my father cause my mum moved to Island with her new partner and I don't wanted to go with them.

My dad is kinda rich. He is working 24/7 , doing TV spots.
I know that I am not the kind of daughter he wanted to have had.
But I cannot complain - I have everything I need. But he never has time for me, he is even working on vacation.

After this holidays I will be in 11th grade. I will be a junior. Not long anymore till my graduation. Afterwards, I will be free.

But with this semester, Alishias live should change...

{ Please forgive me for my English. I am not a native speaker. Feedback and critcs is always Welcome. I also need a cover. Anybody who would like to create one for me?}