When I'm 16 || LH

Introduction

Do you know what sucks? Like really sucks? Turning sixteen and having never been kissed. Sixteen is like the milestone age where a girl becomes more responsible, where we are looked on as more… I don’t know adult. And being kissed is like the icing on the cake. But me, it’s never happened. And a kiss on the cheek doesn’t count either so you can’t count back in the eighth grade at our cast party of our middle school musical anything. I have read books where kisses are filled with passion and feelings that make your insides feel like goo. And I want to feel that, but I never have. I mean I haven’t even had a boyfriend. There are some girls in my class at school that lost their virginity at the age of 13. I’m not saying I want to have sex anytime soon but being known as “Little Virgin Ruby” is not the best title I could ever have. But being extremely shy to anyone of the male gender has also gotten me into this mess. But this year I have decided that I am going to change and things are going to be different. I swear it. Things are going to change when I’m 16.