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*takes our her tissue* I'm sorry babies,it had to be done

Styles P.O.V

The house is finally ready and quiet,Scott is still begging Alison to take him back,Aiden and Lydia are out together as usual,Danny and Ethan are probably fucking,Isaac is at detention for skipping class and that leaves me here at home by myself,it's weird to call the pack place home but since ive been staying here the last week I got used to,I lay down in bed and light up my joint,I'm not an addict I just like the feeling,It reminds me of the dark days when I would get high as hell with lily,try to kill myself or something stupid,sometimes I wonder what would've happened if I rejected Derek,would lydia and I be out of the country? Or dead?,life is so complicated but at least Jackson is coming back tonight which means semi house warming and I mean semi because it won't be an official house warming until Derek gets here,god I miss him,every second I spend away from him drives me crazy!,I finish my joint and take a long and relaxing bath,I know that soon I won't be able to have this peace so I try to enjoy it

Danny's P.O.V

"Can't you talk her out of it?, there must be another way" I look at Ethan who's sitting in bed while I'm pacing back and forth

"Baby,I tried but Lydia has her mind set, trust me that I do not support her" he sighs "after it's done a war will come and that means blood, blood from the Druids and blood from the wolves, there's also a chance humans die, after all Alison, Lydia and stiles are human"

"Maybe we could stop her"

"The only way to stop her is by killing her or kidnapping her"

I think for a second but Ethan gets up and kisses me

"We are not doing that"

"Fine" I pout "but what about Aiden, which side will he take"

"The only side he belongs in, with Lydia " he sighs and I hold him tight because there's a high chance one of us will die

Jackson's P.O.V

"Amazing!" I smile as I get in the pack house "it looks incredible" everyone nods proud

"Let's start the semi house warming guys" styles walks out of the kitchen with a tray of food

Everyone is sitting but styles who's still arranging things for us, Isaac moves to take one of the chicken roasted pieces and gets a slap in the back of his head by stiles

"Easy there dog, be a little more civilized" he glares at Isaac and we all laugh everyone but Lydia "what's wrong?" I whisper in her ear as I take her hand and she shakes her head smiling

"Did you cooked by yourself?" Alison who's back dating Scott asks

"I cooked for all my puppies" stiles jokes and sit down

We spend hours talking and eating, this is what a family is, all my life I've tried to fit in but I just realized that you don't have to try to fit in your family,a family is not necessarily by blood, family is the place where you can be yourself and you fit like a puzzle piece

"Lily can you help me up with the dishes?" Stiles asks and she stands up as if she was scared

"When is Derek coming back?" Alison hands her plate to Lydia who's carrying all of our plates

"We talked a few hours ago, he said he should be here in less that a month"

Lydia's P.O.V

It was like slow motion, my body felt cold and numb with fear,the voices shouting my name as the shattered dishes laid on the floor, I couldn't see clearly all I could see was stiles,my best-friend worried about me,he took both of my arms and looked me in the eyes asking if I was okay

"He can't come back" i finally let it out

"What are you talking about honey?"

"Stiles you have to tell Derek not to come back, if he does he will die"

"Lydia what are you talking about?" His voice wasn't soft anymore and u couldn't take it anymore so I just broke down crying

"It's all my fault,I was so mad when he kicked me out and the Druids took me in,Jennifer told me she wanted Derek dead and so did I at that time,now I can't take it back, I tried but Jennifer won't let me out,

She said that the only thing keeping you and Jackson alive was the fact that I would help her kill Derek"

Stiles for the first time in our lives looked at me with disgust but the worst part wasn't that,the worst part was the slap I received from him,my cheek stung and with my blurry sight I could see everyone looking at me in disappointment

"I want you to get the fuck out of my property and if I see you again In this woods I will personally kill you, you are a disgrace and you have no idea how much I wish for you to have a lonely and miserable life" he spat at me "Jackson make sure she's out" he turn his back to me

Once Jackson and i are outside I sniff and look at him

"Could you give me a ride home?"

"I Jackson wittemore reject you Lydia Martin as my mate" he looks at me in the eyes "this time I mean it Martin,now you heard the luna,get out of our property before us dogs decide to do a bitch hunt and kill you"

This is it,this is the end of everything I've know,I made everyone hate me and I deserve to be mateless and die alone just like stiles said.

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