~Unwanted~ Roy Mustang X Homunculus Male Reader

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My fingers were ready to snap and finish this thing off, but for some reason my heart is stopping me from doing so. I gritted my teeth, trying to snap my fingers again, and yet again I couldn't bring myself to do it.

His expression of confusion was became completly obvious when I lowered my hands, before it changed to anger. "What are you doing!?  Don't you want to finish me off?  Hurry up and doing don't start feeling bad for me or anything like that or are you just toying with me! " He got up and started throwing punches, but from his punches, these wasn't punches to attack but more punches to ease frustration.

I dodged his punches easily, grabbing his tiny wirst, probably smaller than Fullmetal's, before slamming him to a wall and pinning him against it.

He was shaking and his head hung low, his hair covering his eyes but his tears confined to flow. He was trying to control his sobs but it seemed to only get louder.

"(M/n)....are you.....crying? "I asked softly, loosening the tight grip on his wrist a little just in case if his hurt. Wait.... Why do I care if he's hurt?

(M/n) simply shook his head, biting his lip before he opened his mouth to speak. "I'm nothing.... Even with them I'm still nothing... I can never be a human.... And I can never be them.... I just a waste... A waste waited to be ridden of. "

My eyes widened at his words, making me stop back from him and watch him slid to the ground hugging himself. If it wasn't for that mark, he could have just been seen as a fragile lost child. I never knew even a Homunculus like him would be feeling like this... And for me to feel sympathy... For him.

I was about to take a step forward when he continued his words. "I can ever be with the person I love.. Who would want a freak like me....so just do me and Ametris a favour.. Get rid of me already... Get rid of me already!" He screamed to me before his sobs became uncontrollably loud as he hugged himself.

I felt a heavy weight in my heart watching him that I couldn't bare to just finish him off. He was suffering all this while... He was alone all this while and even feels that his crush would never want to be with him... He felt... Unwanted...

It took me my pride to move closer towards him, crouching down at his level. "(M/n).... "His name slip of gently from my tongue. He tensed as he slowly looked up towards me, u til I did something unexpected for him.

Forgetting about my pride and all, I pulled him into a tight embrace,rubbing his back and warming him up.

(Y/n)'s POV

My eyes were probably wider than a tranfugaration cirlce when he pulled me into an embrace. Is this really the Flame Alchemist Roy Mustang?

I blinked for a few moments, getting out if my trance and shock before trying to push him away with all my energy, but his embrace became tighter and warmer. It wasn't long before I gave in to his embrace, letting out all my sobs and moving in closer to him.

"(M/n)...." He spoke with a soft voice. It felt like a dream.... I never thought I would be hugged by the person I have feeling for... Even if it wasnt returned.

"How long have you actually felt like this?  How long.. Have you actually felt unwanted? " Roy whispered before his hand moved to my chin, tilting my head up and making me looking at him directly. Tears were still flowing from my eyes as I held back a sob, I felt my cheeks heating up at how close our face was.

I couldn't answer him... I simply just shook my head. How could I answer with the person I love right in front of me, it would only break me more to answer him and then see him reject me.

"(M/n)...answer me please..." If he used this soft voice in a war, I would have lost right away, well I am loosing now anyways that in ending up spilling it to him.

"Why... Why would I bother answering when I already know the result... I'll only be pushed away again.. Right here right now.. "My last sentence came off as a whisper as I looked away.

Despite looking away I could see Roy's eyes widening before they soften. "That's where your wrong (M/n),and your not only wrong, but you've made me realize something... About myself.. And about yourself... And you would realized it too. "I raised an eyebrow in confusion, turning toward him, and I certainly did not expect what was coming.

His lips crashed into me, his palm rested gently at the back of my head, pushing me deeper in the kiss. I was completly frozen. I couldn't believe what was happening... My crush... Love... Is actually kissing me!? Was he just doing this out of pity....?

I felt his tongue running over my lips. It didn't tae that long for me to give in yet again, kissing him back and parting my lips for him. I felt his tongue ran over mind and explored my mouth. I should probably just enjoy this for my last few minutes.

We fought for dominance but we'll you know who won. Obviously he did.

It felt like years in this position and we soon pulled apart, gasping for air, but my look of confusion didn't leave my face. Roy noticed it before giving my his softest smile as he caressed my cheeks gently.

"(M/n).... I know you may not believe me... But.. I... I love you.. "I could tell he swallowed a lot of pride saying that... Saying his love to a worthless Homunculus.

"You made me realize how true my feelings are for you... And this is not out of pity.. I really do-" I silenced him pressing my lips against his then pulling away after a full minute.

"Flam-no... Roy... But why... Why would you love me if all people?  I'm noting... I'm not a human.. Neither a Homunculus now to me..... I'm just... Unwanted.. "

I looked away only to face Roy when he tilted my head, pressing his lips gently against mine before to my forehead. "That's because your special (M/n)....I want you....and I love you.. "

My heart softens... This couldn't get any worse... It felt like a dream.

"Roy.... I.. Love you to.. My flame Alchemist. "









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