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chapter 17 hurt with love

INSHALLAH I never let it happen

She look me then take deep breaths and said make me fisted sofa my world shattered in simple words

"I'm zaid's ex finance " her words make my heart break I was shocked

I mean they was about to marry may be he love....no

No no haya be strong stick on your words

I'm not let past affect us

Our world

Don't show her weakness

He is my husband only mine zaid

My trance broke

"Haya you okay??"she asked I give her fake smile and nodded

"Then...why..you didn't.."my words not coming out I decided I will not going to weak

"Actually as Anni (zaid mom) shifted here our family become more close as uncle haven't that much relatives so when we kid me and zaid become Best friend and when our parents see this they decided that they make us married when we grow up and with these talks we grow up and still best friends but we never behave like couple we decided that we will be best friend forever and the couple relationship we make it after marriage and this was said by zaid he always like this " she telling me story from start I also control myself patiently listen

"Our relationship of trust he want our love relationship pure he scared that we will break with any misunderstanding or lack of trust so he want us strong "her word working like knife in my heart these words he used to us

Is she such a important person for him as me or more than me

"zaid always said he trust me more then anyone he know I never break it but his words shattered " she said with pain her eyes get watery

"When we completed our college zaid decided went America for further study so our elder decided to engage us and we both are happy with it I still remember zaid smile he promised me "zaru I didn't know how will be I husband but I know one thing I will be your best friend first and always be I don't know couple thing but I will always love you as a friend I never cheated on you I will support you every stage of life but I only need one thing trust never break it I know you never because for me trust is more than important than love" he said with promised and I do promise we was happy to thought that we gonna spend whole life with best friend but destiny decided something else" she explained me my tears about to drop to saw her eyes glow as she remember his words his smile and it's broke my heart many pieces

I know it's stupid to cry now on his past but it's hurt so much to think your love was meant to be someone else

But I have to control

ALLAH give me strength

"Then our University start we talked everything but I make new friend in University named Jack and I told zaid also and he cool with it as he told me about Sahar and wakaas his new friends but I don't know when Jack become more then friend and this thing I started avoid zaid calls massages make excuse of study because I felt very much guilty I mean I know I belong to him but still I start fall for other man and one day he confess his feeling then I can't control and get with him as realtionship no one know there was many time zaid asked me "what's wrong I changed alot or something borther" but I haven't courage to confess my crime and this going like this and years went and zaid back with compelet his study my heart screamed guilty how I face him first I cheat him then Jack is non Muslim I was confused then Anni want our nikkha and after 6 months farewell I was shocked I don't know how to react zaid notice that "